Receive As You Hear The Good News
Romans 1:1616For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God to salvation for everyone who believes…
If you have been to motivational seminars, you would probably have heard the speakers say, “If you follow these five steps, then you will come to a place of financial increase.” They would probably have told you also that if you don’t succeed, it is because you did not follow the steps correctly or diligently.
Thank God that the gospel or good news does not work like that! The minute you hear or read the good news, and you believe and receive it, His Word goes forth to sozo (the Greek word for “save”) you, making you well, prosperous and whole, “for it is the power of God to salvation for everyone who believes”.
What is the good news? It is that God loves us so much that He gave us His Son to take our beating so that we can have His blessings without having to work for them. Right now, as you are reading this devotional, listening to a preacher or hearing a sermon CD, as you hear God’s Word, His power is released into your situation, working things out for you and turning your situation around for your good.
In Acts 14:8–10, we see Paul preaching the good news in Lystra. A man who was crippled from birth was listening to Paul. Paul, seeing that he had faith to be healed, said, “Stand up straight on your feet!” And the man leaped and walked! He heard the good news, believed it and was healed.
At a leadership conference in Oslo, Norway, where I was speaking, a pastor there shared how a well-respected businessman was healed while listening to one of my sermon tapes. This man was deaf in one ear. And when he was listening to the teaching on the tape, his deaf ear popped open without anyone laying hands on him or praying for him! He was just listening to the good news when his ear opened. Now, that is what I call the power of God unto his salvation, sozo-ing him, making his hearing whole!
My friend, these miracles happen not because we follow some kind of formula faithfully, but because we hear the good news preached and believe it!
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Something to share...
What Is On Your Heart?
“… I will put My laws in their mind and write them on their hearts…”" Pastor, I don’t know what I want to do?”What is on your heart? I would love to work among children.”“Then work among children!”But I am waiting on the Lord to show me.” Well, He has given you the desire, so go and work among children!” “But the desire comes from my heart, Pastor Prince.”You see, many of us have been taught that we cannot trust our hearts. We quote verses like “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked…” (Jeremiah 17:9), not knowing that Jeremiah was referring to the man who had not received Jesus as his Lord and Saviour. But once you are saved, you have a brand new heart (Ezekiel 36:26), and you can trust the promptings of your heart because God dwells in you and He leads you from within. And don’t worry because His promptings will never contradict His Word. It will lead you to good success.Often, you find that when you follow your inner promptings, it is actually God who put those desires in your mind and wrote them on your heart. I remember years ago when I approached one of our church leaders and told him, “I really think that you are called to become a full-time pastor.” It turned out to be a confirmation of what he already knew on the inside. You see, God was already leading him from within. And today, he is one of our full-time pastors.If you enjoy something and desire to do it, then go for it! Go with the flow. God Himself says that He will guide us from within. Let’s not doubt Him. And don’t worry about the outcome. Leave the results to God. Your part is just to follow the flow. God’s part is to work in you both the willingness and the performance of it! (Philippians 2:13)"
Hebrews 8:1010“… I will put My laws in their mind and write them on their hearts…”
“Pastor, I don’t know what I want to do?”
“What is on your heart?”
“I would love to work among children.”
“Then work among children!”
“But I am waiting on the Lord to show me.”
“Well, He has given you the desire, so go and work among children!”
“But the desire comes from my heart, Pastor Prince.”
You see, many of us have been taught that we cannot trust our hearts. We quote verses like “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked…” (Jeremiah 17:9), not knowing that Jeremiah was referring to the man who had not received Jesus as his Lord and Saviour. But once you are saved, you have a brand new heart (Ezekiel 36:26), and you can trust the promptings of your heart because God dwells in you and He leads you from within. And don’t worry because His promptings will never contradict His Word. It will lead you to good success.
Often, you find that when you follow your inner promptings, it is actually God who put those desires in your mind and wrote them on your heart. I remember years ago when I approached one of our church leaders and told him, “I really think that you are called to become a full-time pastor.” It turned out to be a confirmation of what he already knew on the inside. You see, God was already leading him from within. And today, he is one of our full-time pastors.
If you enjoy something and desire to do it, then go for it! Go with the flow. God Himself says that He will guide us from within. Let’s not doubt Him. And don’t worry about the outcome. Leave the results to God. Your part is just to follow the flow. God’s part is to work in you both the willingness and the performance of it! (Philippians 2:13)
Jesus said that when you believe in Him, out of your heart will flow rivers of living water. (John 7:38) Follow the flow and you will come alive. You will bring forth fruit, and not wither and die. Whatever you do will prosper.
Jesus said that when you believe in Him, out of your heart will flow rivers of living water. (John 7:38) Follow the flow and you will come alive. You will bring forth fruit, and not wither and die. Whatever you do will prosper!
Jesus loves you all....His love surrounds you always....love...
“… I will put My laws in their mind and write them on their hearts…”" Pastor, I don’t know what I want to do?”What is on your heart? I would love to work among children.”“Then work among children!”But I am waiting on the Lord to show me.” Well, He has given you the desire, so go and work among children!” “But the desire comes from my heart, Pastor Prince.”You see, many of us have been taught that we cannot trust our hearts. We quote verses like “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked…” (Jeremiah 17:9), not knowing that Jeremiah was referring to the man who had not received Jesus as his Lord and Saviour. But once you are saved, you have a brand new heart (Ezekiel 36:26), and you can trust the promptings of your heart because God dwells in you and He leads you from within. And don’t worry because His promptings will never contradict His Word. It will lead you to good success.Often, you find that when you follow your inner promptings, it is actually God who put those desires in your mind and wrote them on your heart. I remember years ago when I approached one of our church leaders and told him, “I really think that you are called to become a full-time pastor.” It turned out to be a confirmation of what he already knew on the inside. You see, God was already leading him from within. And today, he is one of our full-time pastors.If you enjoy something and desire to do it, then go for it! Go with the flow. God Himself says that He will guide us from within. Let’s not doubt Him. And don’t worry about the outcome. Leave the results to God. Your part is just to follow the flow. God’s part is to work in you both the willingness and the performance of it! (Philippians 2:13)"
Hebrews 8:1010“… I will put My laws in their mind and write them on their hearts…”
“Pastor, I don’t know what I want to do?”
“What is on your heart?”
“I would love to work among children.”
“Then work among children!”
“But I am waiting on the Lord to show me.”
“Well, He has given you the desire, so go and work among children!”
“But the desire comes from my heart, Pastor Prince.”
You see, many of us have been taught that we cannot trust our hearts. We quote verses like “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked…” (Jeremiah 17:9), not knowing that Jeremiah was referring to the man who had not received Jesus as his Lord and Saviour. But once you are saved, you have a brand new heart (Ezekiel 36:26), and you can trust the promptings of your heart because God dwells in you and He leads you from within. And don’t worry because His promptings will never contradict His Word. It will lead you to good success.
Often, you find that when you follow your inner promptings, it is actually God who put those desires in your mind and wrote them on your heart. I remember years ago when I approached one of our church leaders and told him, “I really think that you are called to become a full-time pastor.” It turned out to be a confirmation of what he already knew on the inside. You see, God was already leading him from within. And today, he is one of our full-time pastors.
If you enjoy something and desire to do it, then go for it! Go with the flow. God Himself says that He will guide us from within. Let’s not doubt Him. And don’t worry about the outcome. Leave the results to God. Your part is just to follow the flow. God’s part is to work in you both the willingness and the performance of it! (Philippians 2:13)
Jesus said that when you believe in Him, out of your heart will flow rivers of living water. (John 7:38) Follow the flow and you will come alive. You will bring forth fruit, and not wither and die. Whatever you do will prosper.
Jesus said that when you believe in Him, out of your heart will flow rivers of living water. (John 7:38) Follow the flow and you will come alive. You will bring forth fruit, and not wither and die. Whatever you do will prosper!
Jesus loves you all....His love surrounds you always....love...
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
It's the little things that count....
indeed it's d little things in life that counts...i woke up at only 11.30am this morning...feeling so tired...n i wished i could sleep more..had my bowl of cereals n a grapefruit then checked my mails,read the Bible n went thru my notes...then i headed off for class...after class went to pg road to buy some tea leaves for dad n headed to Rainforest Bakery to get bread for d house,grandma n one for uncle patrick's family as i'm visiting them tomorrow...oh yeah Ru i got you a choc cake from Jenny's..jus a simple one coz i thot of goin over to ur place..but sorry ler i wasn't feeling too well....oh yeah n at d bakery that's what that uncle told me...It's d little things in life that count...n ppl..that bakery is along chulia street...go try d choc cake....extremely delicious....trust me!it seems what he had said lifted me up...u know....it's like a word of encouragement that pops out of no where...reminding to to enjoy thid journey tht we're all walking..n Darren left for malacca today....sob sob...Freeda left for Labuan...why u ppl leaving me huh?hehe ...jus joking...well..was a lil sad tho at first but now i'm fine..=)..life moves on...but then i'll miss you!k lar..im lazy to blog d....n someone wants my attention...haha..u ppl have a lovely night
Monday, June 25, 2007
What's within........
Sometimes in life there's none that u can really rely on...even if they're d closest to you..they can be there many times but not at all times....that's life...but yet not being there is okie at least it's better than making u feel terrible..when one expects from you n you try ur very best to fulfill all tht u can do tho u know they're not doing their part n still at the end of the day ur the one who feels that knife stabbed right into ur heart...n yet u learn to forgive n forget n to move on despite the disappointments again n again..sometimes they've pulled u so low that u try to climb up again...but yet they're not to be blamed coz u allowed yourself to be pulled down..times like tht or i would say every second it's only God who can be the One u gv everything to....ur faithur heart,ur love,ur joy,ur happiness,yourself...coz if u were to simply give it to anyone it'll be abused..but rather when you give ethin to God He'll turn ethin out for good..tho it's hard to see sometimes when u're stuck there but when u look back one day you'll smile...=)
many times those who affect you most are those you love most..n that's life again...jus try not to get too affected but tht's a lil hard for me coz when i love i love...that goes the same for those who may not be tht close to me now but once was rather close to me...jus tht many times humans tend to take things for granted..there r things that i take for granted too....we're jus not perfect...=)
n after trashin all these out....u'll learn to love again..actually i'm quite amazed at how i can love..hehe...for example my mum...tho i get really frustrated sometimes but my heart softens everytime...yeah sometimes it's not too good as it affects me n disturbs my plans but then still she's my mum...without her there's no me..wish sometimes she'll understand better....wish sometimes she could jus relax herself more rather than keep on achieving....it's good to achieve in life but when things in ur life are neglected especially yourself then it's no good..that's what i think...but i can't blame her coz she has her own sets of stuffs to deal with....i just got to do what i can but what i can is easy to say..btw MUMMY I LOVE YOU!!!n it's growing each day...hehe..awww n i miss dad n bro..haha...coz sometimes i'll try to ethin...hehe..n end up stressing myself up....guess i just got to rest n let the Lord be in control...yeah sometimes we humans think we're smart enough to do ethin...but come on ppl...we hv to admit that many things only God can settle it for us..this doesn't mean we start sitting n get lazy..we do what we should do n the Lord will make all things turn out for good...n it's really important to play ur individual parts well coz if u don't another person got to do more....n eventually they'll get tired...but i thank God that i hv a loving Heavenly Father like Him...who's always there to take all my nonsense..hehe..n replaces them with His love n peace...yeah i'm try to run too fast in areas that i should just go the normal speed n that's eating up my energy for other areas which are important too...buck up gurl!Jesus is with you.....hehe....it's been a long time since i really trash out what's within me,my thoughts,my feelings....n that's all for now....got to go get ready n fetch d princess Sara now...hehe.....
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies, You anoint my head with oil,my cup runs over.Surely goodness n mercy shall follow me all the days of my life and i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever..Amen!
many times those who affect you most are those you love most..n that's life again...jus try not to get too affected but tht's a lil hard for me coz when i love i love...that goes the same for those who may not be tht close to me now but once was rather close to me...jus tht many times humans tend to take things for granted..there r things that i take for granted too....we're jus not perfect...=)
n after trashin all these out....u'll learn to love again..actually i'm quite amazed at how i can love..hehe...for example my mum...tho i get really frustrated sometimes but my heart softens everytime...yeah sometimes it's not too good as it affects me n disturbs my plans but then still she's my mum...without her there's no me..wish sometimes she'll understand better....wish sometimes she could jus relax herself more rather than keep on achieving....it's good to achieve in life but when things in ur life are neglected especially yourself then it's no good..that's what i think...but i can't blame her coz she has her own sets of stuffs to deal with....i just got to do what i can but what i can is easy to say..btw MUMMY I LOVE YOU!!!n it's growing each day...hehe..awww n i miss dad n bro..haha...coz sometimes i'll try to ethin...hehe..n end up stressing myself up....guess i just got to rest n let the Lord be in control...yeah sometimes we humans think we're smart enough to do ethin...but come on ppl...we hv to admit that many things only God can settle it for us..this doesn't mean we start sitting n get lazy..we do what we should do n the Lord will make all things turn out for good...n it's really important to play ur individual parts well coz if u don't another person got to do more....n eventually they'll get tired...but i thank God that i hv a loving Heavenly Father like Him...who's always there to take all my nonsense..hehe..n replaces them with His love n peace...yeah i'm try to run too fast in areas that i should just go the normal speed n that's eating up my energy for other areas which are important too...buck up gurl!Jesus is with you.....hehe....it's been a long time since i really trash out what's within me,my thoughts,my feelings....n that's all for now....got to go get ready n fetch d princess Sara now...hehe.....
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies, You anoint my head with oil,my cup runs over.Surely goodness n mercy shall follow me all the days of my life and i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever..Amen!
A sense of rest.....
rest...hmmm...d inner one i guess coz i only slept like 3 hours..woke up at 5.30am..was tryin to sleep but i couldn't so i started sorting out my notes..n then i realised i forgot my timetable,left it in d car n also there's a bag of luggage that i need to bring up....so went down n when i was on my way up,in d lift my mind was wanderin around....bout some scary stuffs....prob coz it's still dark n d car park was really dark..then when the lift opened,stood a very fair man...smart looking but i freaked out..prob coz i was wanderin ,remember?n also i never expected someone to be waiting for d lift ler..=)..then i continued sorting out my notes n planning for d next half of the year..glad tht i did something this morning as i was afraid i'll procrastinate...thank God!yeah i might take a nap...but then i'm gonna read my Bible first...listening to this song titled Psalms 91..lovely one....
here's d lyrics ...
here's d lyrics ...
Lord,we thank You that in You there's safety,there's protection,Lord i want to thank You that my family is safe in You,Lord everywhere we go,Whatever we do,Lord You prosper us coz we're you're beloveds!Thank You Lord.... I will dwell in the sacred place of the Most High
I will stay in the shadow of Your wings
For Lord You are My Refuge,my Tower of Strength
My hope is in You
Secure i stand
You will deliever me
Your truth will be my shield
Jesus You cover me in Your love
No evil no terror no arrow no plague shall ever come near me
For You are my safety
My hiding place
Jesus i trust in You
...don't you think this song is really lovely..well if u hear the song it's even nicer...=)....
God bless you all with a blessed day ahead full of His grace,favour n blessings...love You all...esp my Daddy,Mummy,Sis,Bro n Joshua...grannies n grandpas,uncles n aunties,couz,Darren<3,freeda>
I will stay in the shadow of Your wings
For Lord You are My Refuge,my Tower of Strength
My hope is in You
Secure i stand
You will deliever me
Your truth will be my shield
Jesus You cover me in Your love
No evil no terror no arrow no plague shall ever come near me
For You are my safety
My hiding place
Jesus i trust in You
...don't you think this song is really lovely..well if u hear the song it's even nicer...=)....
God bless you all with a blessed day ahead full of His grace,favour n blessings...love You all...esp my Daddy,Mummy,Sis,Bro n Joshua...grannies n grandpas,uncles n aunties,couz,Darren<3,freeda>
Started with cleaning...ended with .......
Well...i cleaned my room today..that includes wardrobe,drawers n entire room ler...it's super neat now..esp my ward robe..got ethin into boxes so when i shift out end of this year it'll be easier..i wish i could talk to someone now..but i guess it's not possible coz it's like almost 2am.err...besides that i was blowing my nose all the way thru..wad to do i'm sensitive to dust =)..still got my notes to sort out tomorrow..i actually cleaned till 7.30pm n got ready to go to Serena's place to pick her up...then she called n say Alvin will drop her...so i drove to Sara's place..thank God or else i'm gonna wait for so long...hehe...thanks for d souveniers dear!n Ru thanks for coffee..we had a great time catchin up n chattin...still got lots to go tomorrow...btw Mian i enjoyed ur company...ur one great girl tho this is my second outing with you..hehe..mum called n i kind of had a slight arguement with her..im feeling bad now...=(..i think i'll msg her n apologize...i'm feeling so awake..but im not feeling too good either probably coz of d issue with mum..but anyways i'm gonna hv a lovely n blessed day ahead tomorrow...God bless my day...hehe...just read my Bible..thinking bout God...i'm feeling sleepy...hehe..that's not a bad thing you know....try talking to Him when u can't sleep...pray or wadeva....n u'll find urself snoring...hehe..alright...till then i got to try sleep...=p..goodnight ppl...hugssss...
Sunday, June 24, 2007
I'm back!!!...hehehe....
It's been a long time since i last blogged...seems like Yih Ling is really out of reach..well not really if you call me...but then still i'm gonna blog more now....probably because Darren is seriously going back to Malacca..besides that i'm also not running around with camps,family outings etc....coz my new sem is startin this coming Monday...currently listening to some songs by New Creation Church...always reminds me of a year ago...when i felt so lonely but yet God was always there to fill that loneliness..n these songs reminds me of the calm who always rests in the peace of the Lord n in His love....guess i got to get back on track...(not to say i'm out of track)...i'd put it in a way that these songs right now reminds me n motivates me to soar higher with the grace of God..guess i'll feel rather weird coz my time for the last whole month seems to be rather routine n now there r some changes...but i have this strong feeling that i'll cope with it well n gonna adapt to it extremely fast..=)..also these few days will be catch up with my dear friends Sara,Ru and Serena...not forgetting Shiuh Fenq n all those leaving like Iong Ling etc...also not forgetting someone that i've somehow neglected...Freeda..hehe...sorry ya dear..told u i'll surely catch up....i know u'll have a lot to say bout this....
n another thing i got to do these few days r cleaning my room...throwing rubbish out n get ready for d new sem...=)..lectures starts on Tuesday...so i have like Sunday n Monday...from Tuesday onwards i got to go back to BM almost everynight coz mum will be in KL till Friday.but it'll be good coz i can go out with Ru n Sf,and also hang out at grannie's place....i miss her..spent sometime in her house just now n was having a lovely time chatting with her,uncles n aunty...also went cycling with my couzs jus now...n i owe joshua swimming n ping pong...wow...that's quite a lot of stuffs..n not forgetting to see Freeda!=p..
By the way,this is gonna be my last sem in penang before i go down to KL next year...so i'm really gonna gv my best in it...tho i may fall but it's time to rise up...=x...
Oh ya...my great grandma passed away peacefully last last Friday..she's 91..i was reminded of somethin...better appreciate everyone around you...esp those who r elderly....that made me think how can i make my grannies n grandpa happier...n also those that i love....
i think that's all for now..got to sleep n wake up for church tomorrow...
this is part of one of d songs...hehe...
Lift me up from my fears n shame,In Your presence i'll ever sing,I'll forever sing Your praise,
King of glory my Lord my Life,You have won my heart,In Your presence i'll ever sing,i'll forever sing Your praise,You're worthy to be praised,so wonderful my King of glory,holy is Your name,Mighty God who have saved me...
Lord unveil Your face as i worship You,reveal Your majesty,touch my heart anew,Lord unveil my eyes to see Your glorious truth,the love You give so free has drawn my heart to You,I can't help but love You more,n more n more i see how much i mean to You,Jesus i can't help but love You more,the more n more i see,i fall in love with You more n more..
Lastly, this is specially to Darren,thanks for ethin =)..n have a safe n blessed trip back..God's divine protection be upon you..His love surrounds you always..keep close to Him..
Dearest Sara, the Lord protects you n grant you a blessed trip back into our arms...hehehe..
n the piggie Freeda...all the very best in tomorrow's match..Win k!!!hahaha...God bless you...im sure you'll win.....n i'll get my treat..
okie...love you all my beloveds!huggiesssss n sweet dreams... walk closely to God n you'll be amazed ..........God abundant blessing be upon you all.....
n another thing i got to do these few days r cleaning my room...throwing rubbish out n get ready for d new sem...=)..lectures starts on Tuesday...so i have like Sunday n Monday...from Tuesday onwards i got to go back to BM almost everynight coz mum will be in KL till Friday.but it'll be good coz i can go out with Ru n Sf,and also hang out at grannie's place....i miss her..spent sometime in her house just now n was having a lovely time chatting with her,uncles n aunty...also went cycling with my couzs jus now...n i owe joshua swimming n ping pong...wow...that's quite a lot of stuffs..n not forgetting to see Freeda!=p..
By the way,this is gonna be my last sem in penang before i go down to KL next year...so i'm really gonna gv my best in it...tho i may fall but it's time to rise up...=x...
Oh ya...my great grandma passed away peacefully last last Friday..she's 91..i was reminded of somethin...better appreciate everyone around you...esp those who r elderly....that made me think how can i make my grannies n grandpa happier...n also those that i love....
i think that's all for now..got to sleep n wake up for church tomorrow...
this is part of one of d songs...hehe...
Lift me up from my fears n shame,In Your presence i'll ever sing,I'll forever sing Your praise,
King of glory my Lord my Life,You have won my heart,In Your presence i'll ever sing,i'll forever sing Your praise,You're worthy to be praised,so wonderful my King of glory,holy is Your name,Mighty God who have saved me...
Lord unveil Your face as i worship You,reveal Your majesty,touch my heart anew,Lord unveil my eyes to see Your glorious truth,the love You give so free has drawn my heart to You,I can't help but love You more,n more n more i see how much i mean to You,Jesus i can't help but love You more,the more n more i see,i fall in love with You more n more..
Lastly, this is specially to Darren,thanks for ethin =)..n have a safe n blessed trip back..God's divine protection be upon you..His love surrounds you always..keep close to Him..
Dearest Sara, the Lord protects you n grant you a blessed trip back into our arms...hehehe..
n the piggie Freeda...all the very best in tomorrow's match..Win k!!!hahaha...God bless you...im sure you'll win.....n i'll get my treat..
okie...love you all my beloveds!huggiesssss n sweet dreams... walk closely to God n you'll be amazed ..........God abundant blessing be upon you all.....
Monday, June 11, 2007
I'm kind of.........
i really dunno wat word to use..well dunno wat has happened tho...but i guess i miss those times when i blogged often..haha...what am i talking here...i'm looking forward to d next half of d year!looking forward to going for classes again...looking forward to get things organized..looking forward for lots of stuffs..i think i do need sometime to quieten down myself n think..n yet not think too much....gonna go study now....=p
It's been daysssss since i last blogged...
Well well...should i say many things happened?kind of tho...Cf camp,Rangers Camp,Exams,Joshua's birthday,outings with Joshua,Darren,Family......
which one to say first...well i m kind of lazy to type tho....really dunno wat to say....guess i prefer to talk rather than type.......till then..will blog when i feel like it....=x...oh yeah...Ru,Sara,Serena,Mandy n others...do take care!=pGod bless!
which one to say first...well i m kind of lazy to type tho....really dunno wat to say....guess i prefer to talk rather than type.......till then..will blog when i feel like it....=x...oh yeah...Ru,Sara,Serena,Mandy n others...do take care!=pGod bless!
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Specially dedicated for my aunt,God's gracious hand be upon you n He make whole n well..may the Lord take away all ur pain n grant you peace instead..peace from the Prince of Peace..even as you're alone,His love surrounds you...tho fear might be around you or all kinds of thots may overrule u..but yet the Lord is control,you're always in my prayers i know He loves you extremely much.Get well extremely soon!Let not your heart be troubled but in ethin by prayer n supplication let your requests be made known to God...may the Lord grant you sweet n lovely dreams even tonight as you sleep...may His love melt away all that's not too nice...love you very much....Lord.bless my aunt..=)thank You...
im going off to bed soon now....
im going off to bed soon now....
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Enjoying every bit of it...
i seriously dunno what title to put whenever it comes to blogging..guess i'll start from 2days bck which is thursday...after class i went straight for tennis then came bck n bathe..wasn't feeling too good..had some time alone n was wondering where to go for dinner..so i ended up in Nandos gurney alone....guess what when my food came there's this guy walking out of nandos...n it's jerry...he practically accompanied me thru d whole meal..hehe...he's seriously nice!err...didn hv much time tho coz doreen was waiting for him...i dunno her well tho..jus hie n bye...after tht i drove bck to bm..on my way bck i was craving for burger...bought one for mum too...came bck didn do much rested early...woke up pretty late on friday..hang around d house..chit chatted with my 6th aunt n Eustace..then i head off to CBM for cf meeting..great worship,was praying for the coming camp n also we kind of put the girls n guys into groups..n discussed some other stuffs..then head home study till night n went to bed...woke up pretty early today..Joshua was awake,too.We kind of studied together..went for yam rice then came bck home n study...studied till Joshua's tution...fetch him for tution then came home n rest for a while...gonna bathe n study again...haha...life's bout studying now...=p...wil be kind of busy d coming week but i'm seriously looking forward for it!alright guess tht's it for now..take care ppl...God bless!
Thursday, May 17, 2007
A New DAy
Let there be change that is self evident around me that could only be explained as a miracle from God.....
Proverbs 10:22 The blessing of the Lord makes one rich, And He adds no sorrow with it.
HV a lovely day people n be blessed by the Lord..His grace be multiplied in your lives!Hugs
Proverbs 10:22 The blessing of the Lord makes one rich, And He adds no sorrow with it.
HV a lovely day people n be blessed by the Lord..His grace be multiplied in your lives!Hugs
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
In life...
there are those who cherish you like no other...but it's hard to find.....
there are those whom you may be so special at one point in their life...
there are also those whom you cherish but yet they don really know ........
wateva it is life moves on......you just got to look at those around you n continue loving them despite it all n walk ahead....they might not understand today but yet somehow,someday they will.......sometimes family are those tht you should hold closest to..no matter where you are or who you've bcome they'll still be there for you esp mums n dads...
So, Dad n Mum..thanks for ethin that you've done for me n most of all thanks for loving me...there's no words that i could say to thank you both for all that you've showered me with...it's more than d material things....just too much to say.......
- Take time to count our blessings, stop n consider God's wonders...you'll be amazed...-
N cherish those around you b4 it's too late...=)
there are those whom you may be so special at one point in their life...
there are also those whom you cherish but yet they don really know ........
wateva it is life moves on......you just got to look at those around you n continue loving them despite it all n walk ahead....they might not understand today but yet somehow,someday they will.......sometimes family are those tht you should hold closest to..no matter where you are or who you've bcome they'll still be there for you esp mums n dads...
So, Dad n Mum..thanks for ethin that you've done for me n most of all thanks for loving me...there's no words that i could say to thank you both for all that you've showered me with...it's more than d material things....just too much to say.......
- Take time to count our blessings, stop n consider God's wonders...you'll be amazed...-
N cherish those around you b4 it's too late...=)
Missing Christmas....
i know this is sudden....what to do?i'm currently listening to the song ' Let It Be Christmas'..woke up at 8am this morning..tho i had only like 6 hours of sleep yet i feel really refreshed...am happy =)..got myself ready n drove to d tennis court..was really early as in 8.40am when tennis only starts at 9am,so i read my bible while waiting..This early morn sis sent me 3 messages..accordingly it's about dad n dat lady..from d msgs she was asking dad not to let her go saying tht she even neglected her children for my dad n she never did anything wrong to my family n my mum..well well....n also saying tht how can my dad let things go like tht...well my dear fellow readers of my blog..i'm just asking tht all of us come in a word of prayer asking God for the best solution..i tried all ways these 4 years but non seem to work...some worked for a little while n yet it went bck to d same...so i'm just asking Lord tht You guide me n grant me all the wisdom i need as in when to speak,what to speak,when to do what i need to do n wat to do..i know that You're in control of d whole situation..it is in Your word that when 2 persons are married they're considered as one n it is never Your will/desire to see a marriage broken.i stand upon Your word claiming it for my mum n dad's situation.I ask for Your grace in all that we do..n also that unity will be among all of us in this family.Restore this family O Lord...Thank You for ethin...Let me not forget Your power..for You can do anything...n not forget Your purpose for You're up to something in my life,Your presence for You're always near,Your sovereignty for You're always in control of every situation,Your peace that exceeds my understanding..There's nothing much tht i can do or i would say i don even know what to do coz what i do will not work...but only what You tell me to do...i'm resting in You =)hehe.....oh yeah n i pray for ur unconditional love to shower mummy n daddy tht somehow or rather ethin will jus b fine...yeah i may sound naive but yet i'm still believing for a miracle..i'm moving on with life not tht i'm not but yet there's still tht faith there believing tht God will not disappoint me...In Your time O Lord all things are made beautiful...that's what You said in Your word ,too..hehe..grant me a blessed day ahead..even as i study,i ask that You help me to understand n bring into remembrance all that i've studied whenever i need it..exams etc...n that i'll learn to rest in You more n more n to trust You more n more...protect my loved ones n bless them too!In Jesus most precious name i pray..AMEN!..
-hey ppl...i understand tht my posts sometimes r kind of personal...but who knows it might touch lives...hehe..not tht im perasaan k...but anyway it's my blog wat..hehe....okie...hope tht some of it does bless everyone of u in some ways...-Life is much more than winning for ourselves,it's helping others to win even if we have to slow down..A CANDLE LOSSES NOTHING IF IT IS USED TO LIGHT ANOTHER ONE...
-today is a lovely day...cherish it n live it as tho it were the last...
*In Your love i will rest,In Your love i will find the strength to move on n to walk thru each day towards my destiny that You've planned for me...*
For i know the plans i have for you, says the Lord, plans of good n not of evil that gives you a future and a hope!!
-hey ppl...i understand tht my posts sometimes r kind of personal...but who knows it might touch lives...hehe..not tht im perasaan k...but anyway it's my blog wat..hehe....okie...hope tht some of it does bless everyone of u in some ways...-Life is much more than winning for ourselves,it's helping others to win even if we have to slow down..A CANDLE LOSSES NOTHING IF IT IS USED TO LIGHT ANOTHER ONE...
-today is a lovely day...cherish it n live it as tho it were the last...
*In Your love i will rest,In Your love i will find the strength to move on n to walk thru each day towards my destiny that You've planned for me...*
For i know the plans i have for you, says the Lord, plans of good n not of evil that gives you a future and a hope!!
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
clouded with facts n numbers....
a lil more to go n i'm off to bed...i'm seriously looking forward for next week to come....
-Darren's coming bck..... tht speaks a lot huh?hehe =)..
-CF Camp is next weekend....
-Rangers camp is next next week...
hv been at home d whole day studying...not much seriously..could've done more but i shall not stress myself too much...can do more tomorrow..=)..suddenly having this positive feeling....
had 2 buns n 1 egg tart...didn't really plan to hv dinner till i got a phone call...err thanks anyway..i had fried noodles..not too bad...i miss home...coz of d fruit juice..=p..okie i know im a lil crazy right here...might be having lunch with sis n mum tomorrow....
I'm seriously looking forward to CF Camp...it's just like a week n a half away =)... n really looking forward for u to come bck too...aww..miss u ,u know...hehe..
Oh yea n Sara i hope ur doing well there...don't think too much just got to be more careful next time..huggggggssssssss for you...
Ru...u better go to another doctor n check up...this is not good k....seriously...i don't wanna nag too much but..u know ler..it's for ur own good...
people...i'm craving for coffee butter.....n Darren,i'm craving for cockles....escargot too!!!!
-Darren's coming bck..... tht speaks a lot huh?hehe =)..
-CF Camp is next weekend....
-Rangers camp is next next week...
hv been at home d whole day studying...not much seriously..could've done more but i shall not stress myself too much...can do more tomorrow..=)..suddenly having this positive feeling....
had 2 buns n 1 egg tart...didn't really plan to hv dinner till i got a phone call...err thanks anyway..i had fried noodles..not too bad...i miss home...coz of d fruit juice..=p..okie i know im a lil crazy right here...might be having lunch with sis n mum tomorrow....
I'm seriously looking forward to CF Camp...it's just like a week n a half away =)... n really looking forward for u to come bck too...aww..miss u ,u know...hehe..
Oh yea n Sara i hope ur doing well there...don't think too much just got to be more careful next time..huggggggssssssss for you...
Ru...u better go to another doctor n check up...this is not good k....seriously...i don't wanna nag too much but..u know ler..it's for ur own good...
people...i'm craving for coffee butter.....n Darren,i'm craving for cockles....escargot too!!!!
Awwwww.......i feel like....
smashin somethin,killin someone..hahhahaa..tht's jus d extreme...k..im crappin....im currently freakin stressed...exams........in a month but then still...i think im a lil crazy...i'm stressing myself too much!!!!
Friday, May 11, 2007
What a day....
i woke up only when my tennis coach called me...that's sad...tennis lesson is at 7.30,he called me at 7.39 n i got there only at 8am...that's not that bad..what's worse is i went hiking with dad yesterday n i forgot my sport shoes...so i jus grab a pair of very casual shoes totally not for any kind of sports..started playing..not tht bad..but then d right sole came out....then i had to bear with it till d second almost came out..got no choice then i told d coach..he lend me his shoes...which was like one size bigger i think....n i think it's badminton shoes....oh God...bless my day....hehehehehe....i'm currently watchin d movie how to lose a guy in 10 days..hehehehe
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Draw me close to YOU...
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear you say that i'm Your friend
You are my desire
No one else will do
Coz nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You
You're all i want
You're all i ever needed
You're all i want
Help me know You are near...
Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that i'm Your friend
You are my desire
No one else will do
Coz nothing else could take ur place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You......
You're all i want
You're all i ever needed
You're all i want
Help me know You are near......
In His love we're made strong..i shall end this with my prayers for everyone..
Dad n Mum-Lord i pray that you grant them protection in their goin ins n goin outs..let Your angels surround them n bless this day n every single day of their lives..let Your peace enfold around their lives...let Your love draw them back to one another..=)
Sis-Lord i pray for Your wisdom which is d most precious thing to be with her..may You fill her with much wisdom till it overflows...
Bro-O Lord grant him remembrance even as he sits for his exam today...thank You for Thy love upon His life...
Joshua-Lord,i know that there's no one who could guide him better than You..on this day that i commit him unto Thy loving hands asking You to protect him,guide him,love him,teach him n take care of him in ethin...thanks!=)
Darren- My dearest DAddy n Heaven..thank You for bringing him into my life...bless this relationship of ours..that i come before you n ask that You guide us in all that we do..let ethin we do in our lives be a blessing to everyone around us n grant Him patience..=)..uYour joy n peace..much much wisdom too....thank You Lord....shower Your love upon him that that love will overflow to me...hehehe..jus jk..but serious!shower Your unconditional love upon him...
Freeda-Lord bless her with a safe journey bck to Penang...n in all that she does let the Holy Spirit bring her higher..hold her hands even as she walk thru this beautiful journey of life...DEar...ur goin really high!!!!hehe..hugs hugs
Ruverny- This gurl is turning 20 soon..i pray that You prepare a lovely gift for her....i'm sure d gift is ready alr.....=)thank You Lord
Sara- even as she's in a foreign land,i'm sure You are there with her...(gurl remember that God is with You even when others aren't) n that You guide this gurl in Your ways n bring her to d highest place....let her soar above ethin in life...Even youths shall faint and be weary,and young men shall utterly fall,But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength,they shall mount up with wings like eagles,they shall run n not feel weary,they shall walk n not faint Isaiah 40:30-31..this verse is for you dear girl!
grandmas,grandpa,aunties,uncles,couzs,friends...protect them Lord i ask of you...
n for myself..i pray that You draw me closer to You..despite the dryness i feel i know there's always a season in life like what King Solomon says..the dry season will be over n the one awaiting will be one with much..i dunno wat but i'm sure it's much blessings ..hehe...coz You're a good good God..even as i study grant me lots of remembrance n help me understand too...alright till then..i got to get bck to my books alr...love you MOST!
in JESUS most precious name i pray..AMEN!
(come on ppl who read this agreee with me too...for the Lord says when 2 or more agree in His name it shall be done)
n to everyone in my life...i have to tell u guys,gurls,little ones...i love you all very very much...esp those tht i haven't been telling lately...=)
have a lovely day everyone!GOD bless...
I lay it all down again
To hear you say that i'm Your friend
You are my desire
No one else will do
Coz nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You
You're all i want
You're all i ever needed
You're all i want
Help me know You are near...
Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that i'm Your friend
You are my desire
No one else will do
Coz nothing else could take ur place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You......
You're all i want
You're all i ever needed
You're all i want
Help me know You are near......
In His love we're made strong..i shall end this with my prayers for everyone..
Dad n Mum-Lord i pray that you grant them protection in their goin ins n goin outs..let Your angels surround them n bless this day n every single day of their lives..let Your peace enfold around their lives...let Your love draw them back to one another..=)
Sis-Lord i pray for Your wisdom which is d most precious thing to be with her..may You fill her with much wisdom till it overflows...
Bro-O Lord grant him remembrance even as he sits for his exam today...thank You for Thy love upon His life...
Joshua-Lord,i know that there's no one who could guide him better than You..on this day that i commit him unto Thy loving hands asking You to protect him,guide him,love him,teach him n take care of him in ethin...thanks!=)
Darren- My dearest DAddy n Heaven..thank You for bringing him into my life...bless this relationship of ours..that i come before you n ask that You guide us in all that we do..let ethin we do in our lives be a blessing to everyone around us n grant Him patience..=)..uYour joy n peace..much much wisdom too....thank You Lord....shower Your love upon him that that love will overflow to me...hehehe..jus jk..but serious!shower Your unconditional love upon him...
Freeda-Lord bless her with a safe journey bck to Penang...n in all that she does let the Holy Spirit bring her higher..hold her hands even as she walk thru this beautiful journey of life...DEar...ur goin really high!!!!hehe..hugs hugs
Ruverny- This gurl is turning 20 soon..i pray that You prepare a lovely gift for her....i'm sure d gift is ready alr.....=)thank You Lord
Sara- even as she's in a foreign land,i'm sure You are there with her...(gurl remember that God is with You even when others aren't) n that You guide this gurl in Your ways n bring her to d highest place....let her soar above ethin in life...Even youths shall faint and be weary,and young men shall utterly fall,But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength,they shall mount up with wings like eagles,they shall run n not feel weary,they shall walk n not faint Isaiah 40:30-31..this verse is for you dear girl!
grandmas,grandpa,aunties,uncles,couzs,friends...protect them Lord i ask of you...
n for myself..i pray that You draw me closer to You..despite the dryness i feel i know there's always a season in life like what King Solomon says..the dry season will be over n the one awaiting will be one with much..i dunno wat but i'm sure it's much blessings ..hehe...coz You're a good good God..even as i study grant me lots of remembrance n help me understand too...alright till then..i got to get bck to my books alr...love you MOST!
in JESUS most precious name i pray..AMEN!
(come on ppl who read this agreee with me too...for the Lord says when 2 or more agree in His name it shall be done)
n to everyone in my life...i have to tell u guys,gurls,little ones...i love you all very very much...esp those tht i haven't been telling lately...=)
have a lovely day everyone!GOD bless...
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
My thoughts......
words unspoken,feelings unexpressed...exhaustion unknown....d cuts....d wounds...yet in life there are seasons..after this will be another....i guess i like end of winter to spring...i really miss melbourne...
Weird sleeping time....
i've been sleeping at odd hours lately...i dunno why..when it comes to midnight,i'll feel so awake,i dunno why..this is no good..anyway thanks for waking me up this morn,Ru.came bck after tennis n slept..then went for dental,bought d tea leaves tht dad wanted...went to coffee butter all alone,pay maxis bill n headed home..i actually turn into a road in front of a police car without my safety belt on..=x....n also maxis is sickening...actually i seriously prefer digi just that there r a few reasons for me to use maxis or not i'm seriously not gonna use maxis...the operators r so duhhhh...imagine lar i was asking them where i can pay my bills...they don even know tht there's a maxis centre in autocity n she was telling me the one at northam closes at 8pm...i went there n it's closed....thank God i'm smart enough or i should say by the wisdom tht God has given me..hehe...i went to gurney n there's an autorized dealer there too..sicko maxis...=p...digi is like so freaki n efficient lar...errr...nothing much....i'm gonna b busy studying tonight...freeda is coming bck tomorrow....hehehehehehhehee....my ice wine is coming too....LoL....
Monday, May 7, 2007
....wishin.....
u should know what i'm wishing right?=p....don't be too stress with ur studies k...The Lord grant you lots of wisdom n remembrance..His peace fills you n surrounds u always...May the Lord shower you ith His glorious presence n love....luv ya!=)..i dunno y but i don think i have any pics of u that is really nice....hehhee...but i think this is not too bad...anyway do take good care of urself in Malacca ya!don't start pigging too much on d chocs...hugsss...
I MISS YOU TOO!!!!
Awwwww...
I MISS YOU!!!!!!!saw this pic in my hp so uploaded it..hehe...hopefully u'll bring bck my ice wine..hehehe..pretty right this gurl here...haha..err also dear ar..where r u looking ar?she's jus too obsessed wif d sushissssss........k...c u soon!The Lord protects you n grant u a safe n lovely journey bck to Penang...hahaa....d place with d best food.well actually aus food not bad too..but dear oh dear...come bck soon k...hahahaha...im a lil crazy here after studyin...
D Jewels of my life....=)
Hey ppl out there u know,there's a few jewels in my life n i'm gonna talk bout 2 of them right now..hehe...Sara n Ruverny..
-knew Sara when Ru introduced her to me..it's been more than a year!n she's Darren's couz..hehe..also gurl..thank u so so much for listening n being there.. guess i talk to her when things r crucial or i'm almost dead..haha...but anyway just got to let u know tht despite d distance we all still do care for u freakin much back here k..i still do talk to Darren bout you..n we shall hang out when ur back k..=)..n also God loves you extremely much..despite d foreign land,i pray that He'll always protect u,im sure He will that everywhere u go n everyone u meet,His favour will be upon you..His love n grace fills you n surround you,His perfect peace guides you n His presence u may dwell all d days of life..love you n hv a blessed day!Jesus love you n i love you too!dunno why but i guess wanna share this song with you..it's by Don Moen
..God will make a way where there seems to be no way,He works in ways u cannot see He will make a way for you,He will be your guide hold you closely to His side,With love n strength for each new day He will make a way..by the roadway in the wilderness He'll lead you,rivers in the desert will you see,heaven n earth will fade but His love will still remain,He will do something new today!Peace of the Lord be with you always n thanks for encouragin me in my walk with Him...im still waitin for u to come bck for tennis...hehehee
-RU!!!!that's wad i call her....gonna be a bday girl soon..hehe...it's been like 7years shared practic ally most of my life...i mean secrets..haha..she's a fren u know who will always be there despite d rain/shine...=)....will make sure u hv a blast on ur bday....hehe....thanks for always listenin to my craps...i think i really did bother u freakin much coz of dat..i'm missin our times bck in form 5 when we went for d express art class...hahhahaha...gurl...i rreally thank God for you....n ur in m prayers too..heheheh....c u soon!looking forward for tennis wif u too like tomorrow.....LoL
okie...to u both!thank u so much....=p..im goin to bed
-knew Sara when Ru introduced her to me..it's been more than a year!n she's Darren's couz..hehe..also gurl..thank u so so much for listening n being there.. guess i talk to her when things r crucial or i'm almost dead..haha...but anyway just got to let u know tht despite d distance we all still do care for u freakin much back here k..i still do talk to Darren bout you..n we shall hang out when ur back k..=)..n also God loves you extremely much..despite d foreign land,i pray that He'll always protect u,im sure He will that everywhere u go n everyone u meet,His favour will be upon you..His love n grace fills you n surround you,His perfect peace guides you n His presence u may dwell all d days of life..love you n hv a blessed day!Jesus love you n i love you too!dunno why but i guess wanna share this song with you..it's by Don Moen
..God will make a way where there seems to be no way,He works in ways u cannot see He will make a way for you,He will be your guide hold you closely to His side,With love n strength for each new day He will make a way..by the roadway in the wilderness He'll lead you,rivers in the desert will you see,heaven n earth will fade but His love will still remain,He will do something new today!Peace of the Lord be with you always n thanks for encouragin me in my walk with Him...im still waitin for u to come bck for tennis...hehehee
-RU!!!!that's wad i call her....gonna be a bday girl soon..hehe...it's been like 7years shared practic ally most of my life...i mean secrets..haha..she's a fren u know who will always be there despite d rain/shine...=)....will make sure u hv a blast on ur bday....hehe....thanks for always listenin to my craps...i think i really did bother u freakin much coz of dat..i'm missin our times bck in form 5 when we went for d express art class...hahhahaha...gurl...i rreally thank God for you....n ur in m prayers too..heheheh....c u soon!looking forward for tennis wif u too like tomorrow.....LoL
okie...to u both!thank u so much....=p..im goin to bed
Sunday, May 6, 2007
i am pissed..i am hurt..i'm trying to accept d fact,but yet i still find it so hard..how can d whole family b united again..yeah tan yih ling is goin thru d same old thing..braggin n naggin n crappin..but it's really hard for me to accept it..yes i know many ppl has worst situations than me..i am trying k..i am..i wish i could..i'm not a superwoman n i can never be one..i wish i could just fall on somewhere..n i know that it's only God.. i hurts me pretty much seein those around me having go thru wat i caused....or goin thru hurts jus coz of what i've done...yet i dunno wat i can do to help..i find no way but to shut my mind...shut my feelings n sleep...mummy i wished ur at home more often..daddy i wished u n mum could jus work somethin out or talk things out..i'm tired n sick of all these aren't u both?it hurts me seein u both this way.. i'm broken..i can't hold bck my tears anymore....probably coz 4years bck my world was perfect n it came crashin down..i dunno how to walk anymore...there's jus no unity...im TIRED!i'm SAD...
in d darkness tht i am right now...on a bed of thoughts....wishing tht there were raindrops falling...thoughts n memories running all along.....empty tht's what i feel...who could ever fill this emptiness from within...only the Mighty ONe..i ask of You..bring me to where You are..show me a glimpse of you..i'm lost in this world...lost in my thoughts...lost in my feelings...everything seems so different..everyone seems like a stranger..yet it's love tht's on my mind..only You could understand...no one else will...i feel like i haven't done my best..i haven't given my all..let me fall.................................................................................................catch me n let me drown in ur love...
Adorable biscuits...
right now i'm munching on a packet of biscuit tht my dad got joshua from kl..he got it from marks n spencer...has various shapes n sizes of animals...really adorable k...i like d rabbit n d hippo..=)...ru thanks for d msg n d concern tho...but i'm okie...jus a lil weird that is i can't seem to sleep at night but i can sleep in d day!i'm wondering if i should go for tennis/hiking/swimming n sauna....what do u think?hehe...jus had lunch..hehe...some soupy stuffs...i'm going swimmin n sauna later...hehe...coz joshua n my lil couzs wanna go...lazy to blog d....hv a lovely day ya everyone!
When......
when i'm afraid
all i need is your voice
when i'm alone
all i need is to imagine u here
when i'm down
all i need is to think of you
when i'm lost
all i need is to remember your words
when i'm happy
all i need is to be lost in you
when i've reached the finish line
all i need is to see u standing there
when i don't want to carry on
all i need is your smile
when i miss you
all i need is to think of our times together
when i think of you
i just cant stop thanking God for you!
random thoughts...random feelings....i'm goin off to bed....=)
all i need is your voice
when i'm alone
all i need is to imagine u here
when i'm down
all i need is to think of you
when i'm lost
all i need is to remember your words
when i'm happy
all i need is to be lost in you
when i've reached the finish line
all i need is to see u standing there
when i don't want to carry on
all i need is your smile
when i miss you
all i need is to think of our times together
when i think of you
i just cant stop thanking God for you!
random thoughts...random feelings....i'm goin off to bed....=)
Saturday, May 5, 2007
I went swimming!!
woke up at around 10+..went for lunch with Pei Theen..went for yam rice at kkm..it was delicious!!then sent her home..we bought rojak too..got apacket for 6th aunt n joshua..i always feel stress when i'm back in penang..right now there's so much to do..came bck went online to read some stuffs..then i sent joshua for tution,went for a drink with ru n pick joshua up from tution,head off to bm country club for swimmin..saw some guys play tennis..i miss playin tennis..it's been such a long time since i last went swimmin..then i went for suana.i really enjoyed suana.i think i'm goin for tht every weekend now...i'll probably go hiking tomorrow..goin to do revision with joshua tomorrow as his exam is just around d corner..n i'm gonna study myself too..goin church tomorrow morning..i'm a lil exhausted..it's only my 1st day bck..sometimes i wonder why..but yet i just got to be strong..am i suppose to just surpress ethin or wat?tht's no way but to just walk forward..guess all this is making me a stronger person...i wanna b stronger but not harder =)..prob i should jus hv some time alone tonight..wish ru could jus come over n stay..at least we can talk..i feel a lil empty..........chao!~
i'm bck
i'm bck from malacca!around 8 hours on d bus...but then it's not tht bad coz i slept almost all d way bck..ru picked me up..thanks gurl!so much!went for food at pelita then dropped by shiuh fenq's working place..thought i could find french toast but sadly they don hv =(...im kind of sleepy now tho!will blog tomorrow...LoL
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Life is full of surprises..God brings all of them....
When u cant see any possibility of going ahead,God will always open doors as long as u look to Him .. tho u may think He's so far away yet He's just very near..carrying you thru every single step you take..i had a good break..goin bck to penang tomorrow..then it's time to study again..for my exam that's in june...just a month away but yet i'm really looking forward to june n d months ahead..listening to some lovely songs while i'm blogging right now..i just finished reading a book written by Robin McGraw..'Inside My Heart..choosing to live with passion n purpose'..really a very nice book..a book that i wish i'll never finish reading but yet like what Darren says she only has one life n there's a limit to how much she can write bout her life..right now i'm reading another book by John Lee..'Great by 24'.lots of books to finishtill end of this year..i'm loving reading right now which is really a good thing coz by reading you gain so much knowledge..it's always good to take a short break.u don't get so caught up by ethin n u learn to step bck n watch n u do make better decisions...jus tht i missed tennis d whole of this week..
Things to do when i'm bck :
-play tennis as often as i can..at least twice a week
-bring joshua for swimming or badminton once a week
-study..that's a must
-plan for joshua's bday which is coming up...
-plan for 6th aunt's bday...thinkin of a surprise meal..
-get ru's bday gift...hehe..might owe u first girl...got to choose a nice one right??
-budgetsss...i'm kind of spendin a lil too much...
-pay bills...hp,streamyx,house phone,ins,rental...
-get joshua started on his revision for his exam
-cf camp
-rangers camp
-church...missin too many times alr..
-list goes on...hehe
i had a really good break....=)..u'll be amazed malacca is so windy...n cloudy...d sky is superb beautiful....i love to stare into d sky be it in d day or at night...during the day it's like blue sky with white clouds..night then there r stars..n thanks for all d time whe i've been disturbing you..=)..oh yea penangites..u ppl better appreciate penang food...right now i really really miss sakae sushi..i'm never going to sushi king again....it's so freakin not worth it n d service is bad...im pretty sure bout this...hehe...ru..i'll catch up with u pretty soon...miss u alr...hehe...till then ler....got to go read my book alr...n Freeda incase u check my blog...i miss you....remember my ice wine..hahahaha..hugss
Things to do when i'm bck :
-play tennis as often as i can..at least twice a week
-bring joshua for swimming or badminton once a week
-study..that's a must
-plan for joshua's bday which is coming up...
-plan for 6th aunt's bday...thinkin of a surprise meal..
-get ru's bday gift...hehe..might owe u first girl...got to choose a nice one right??
-budgetsss...i'm kind of spendin a lil too much...
-pay bills...hp,streamyx,house phone,ins,rental...
-get joshua started on his revision for his exam
-cf camp
-rangers camp
-church...missin too many times alr..
-list goes on...hehe
i had a really good break....=)..u'll be amazed malacca is so windy...n cloudy...d sky is superb beautiful....i love to stare into d sky be it in d day or at night...during the day it's like blue sky with white clouds..night then there r stars..n thanks for all d time whe i've been disturbing you..=)..oh yea penangites..u ppl better appreciate penang food...right now i really really miss sakae sushi..i'm never going to sushi king again....it's so freakin not worth it n d service is bad...im pretty sure bout this...hehe...ru..i'll catch up with u pretty soon...miss u alr...hehe...till then ler....got to go read my book alr...n Freeda incase u check my blog...i miss you....remember my ice wine..hahahaha..hugss
Monday, April 30, 2007
cloudy dayssss....
wished it would rain...im currently in Malacca..hehe..wanted to go for bak kut teh but it was closed so settled for beef koay teow instead..Ru..how r u doing?n sara i bet you're having loadds of fun....i slept so much ..wouldn't wake up if my mum didn call me..n im feeling sleepy again...lots of thots running around tho..yet only God can handle ethin...praying n just surrendering it to Him..hehe..gonna go read d bible now...
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Bday with mua lovely friends....
..some lovely friends of mine decided to go out n celebrate my bday..hehe..met ru at queensbay n accordingly sara wasn't there yet...then we went n walk around n met sara at sakae sushi....n guess who was there with her???there!!this guy in d photo below..=)thanks to these 2 for d lovely surprise...n darl i was really happy that u're bck tho it's only for a day...thanks for coming bck despite ur extremely busy schedule..n also thanks to Sara for d idea n such a wonderful surprise tho ur couz kind of leak it out....prob he didn jus tht i was smart=)..hehe jus jk....n ru..thanks for d thought of celebratin my bday with me...n also to serena n alvin thanks for d company...i did hv a wonderful time with all of you...
i dunno why out of all pics i actually posted this one....wonderin if u'll kill me..LoL...thanks again darl!
me n ruverny...=)
that's a first candle i took out with my mouth....9 more to go!!!
was asked to make a wish..but i made many!!!!
serena n sara...sweet!
ruverny n sara.....stop grinning too much u both!!hehehe
this lovely couple...adorable aren't they??
i dunno why out of all pics i actually posted this one....wonderin if u'll kill me..LoL...thanks again darl!
me n ruverny...=)
that's a first candle i took out with my mouth....9 more to go!!!
was asked to make a wish..but i made many!!!!
serena n sara...sweet!
ruverny n sara.....stop grinning too much u both!!hehehe
this lovely couple...adorable aren't they??*thanks a lot to all mentioned above.....for ur thoughts n ethin........=)truly appreciated...God bless all of you abundantly..His love surrounds you all always!*
Bday dinner at TGI
Here r some pics of my family n i+ ruverny in TGI....on 18th of April...my blessed bday...hehehe=)...thanks daddy for d meal..i know it cost u a lot...n also thanks to sis n chun leng for d cake...ru thanks for coming...im sure we enjoyed ur company..n d ppl in TGI for singing for me...n also telling me im a year older but yet im still young!!!erm...thanks to Darren for d bouquet of flowers..i was eating my my hands d whole night..haha...
Grandma n me.....=)
Daddy n me...i love him!!!=)thanks for d meal yah..n d bucksss...hehehe.....Muacks*
that's all of us minus ru....n minus my beloved mum...she was in bali...
okie..this is my finished plate of ribsss....left with bones i would say
that's Ruverny cutting our ribs..i mean d meal we share k..it was DELICIOUS!!!
sis's barbeque steak i think...look my my baby joshua in half...he's adorable right?=)
this is grandma's fish fillet..i forgot d name too but i ate half of it tho..
Daddy's lamb dunno wat....forgot d name..i like d mash potatoes n wild mushroom in it...
my bday cake from my precious family=)...indeed a really BLESSED BDAY!
got this bouquet on my bday..=) thanks ya darl..
Grandma n me.....=)
Daddy n me...i love him!!!=)thanks for d meal yah..n d bucksss...hehehe.....Muacks*
that's all of us minus ru....n minus my beloved mum...she was in bali...
okie..this is my finished plate of ribsss....left with bones i would say
that's Ruverny cutting our ribs..i mean d meal we share k..it was DELICIOUS!!!
sis's barbeque steak i think...look my my baby joshua in half...he's adorable right?=)
this is grandma's fish fillet..i forgot d name too but i ate half of it tho..
Daddy's lamb dunno wat....forgot d name..i like d mash potatoes n wild mushroom in it...
my bday cake from my precious family=)...indeed a really BLESSED BDAY!
got this bouquet on my bday..=) thanks ya darl..Friday, April 20, 2007
Rain dropsss......
k...it's kind of drizzlin now...jus came bck from penang...jus fixed d new speakers i bought for Joshua..he loves it!went for sakae sushi,new zealand natural n some hawkers food with freeda.. while we were sitting there eating our ice-creams,we ordered an orange juice too....they don actually add any sugar or water into d juice..haha...n freeda was counting how many oranges they put into d juicer...k..after tht went n get oven toaster for mum....wanted to go for a massage that we were suppose to go since months ago..we jus walked in like tht...n there's no slot for us...so we made an appointment for next thursday!!yay!! err....then head off to town to change money...she's flying off to aussie next week.....so many ppl flying off...thank God ru is still around..LoL....then we were finding for a place to eat.....went to hardwicke house....hmmm...we were like dressed casual..haha....n i met an old fren there....but then we decided to come out n go for some hawker food....LoL...coz we're just not prepared for fine dining....sorry ya dear!anyway thanks to Jon,Thirhu,Pastor Julie,Hannah,Uncle Patrick n Aunty Aliciafor d wish on my bday....it's like two days ago n i cant remember who wished me...oh yeah i'm amazed that fren of mine whom i met today still remembered my bday..hahaha...errr....n thanks to Daddy for d meal...ru thanks for coming...n thanks to sis n chunleng for d cake....it was really a great meal...nicer if mum is around to join us....okie..im extremely sticky now...gonna go bathe...will blog more tomorrow....c yah ppl..hv a blessed night.....hugssssss
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
My Burfday....
doesn't feel like bday...hehehhee....but anyway looking at d flowers made me smile..err..thanks to all who wished me at 12...that's to Darren,Freeda,Chui Chui,Ruverny,Amanda,6th Aunt,sis,Kau fu cai..Nepthleen....Ms Ooi...=)...im gonna check dad's co's accounts now...while waiting for Joshua to finish tution n we'll head off to TGI...actually im looking forward to goin to New Zealand natural rather than TGI...hehe...oh yeah..thanks piggie for d lunch .... don't worry u stll owe me swensens..hehehehe...n lots more..LoL....have a lovely day ppl...
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Prezzies....
woke up at 6.50am for tennis...that's early..hehe..then i went for bfast in pulau tikus as usual...head off home to bathe...copied my phone pics to my laptop..n went for class...had lunch with friends as usual..d whole day in class i was kind of restless...well probably coz i got something to do after class..that's to collect a bouquet of flowers...d sender couldn't get d florist to send it coz d receiver is packed with errands to run for these 2 days...hehe...so d sender got no choice but to tell d receiver there's a bouquet of flowers for her n she got to collect it..sweet huh??hehe...thanks anyway..huggssssss..tho ur miles away yet im smiling even right now..hehe...okie ru n sara's probably gonna start grinnin...LoL..came bck to bm...saw a purple envelope on my table..it's from Freeda..RM100 sakae sushi's voucher inside!!!...time to feast but then still...wish she could go with me..okie that kind of made me a lil emotional...not as tearin...but..okie..next...i sat by my bed n i saw a wrapped up box..some chinese words...i dunno how to read ler....only a few words....well i know it ended with from....someone who loves you...yeh..i love you too...this is my 6th aunt..d closest aunt to me..she's never failed to give me bday gifts every year...n im gonna make sure i do something different this year for her...sometimes i wish i could do more...she took care of me sicne young....got a card from sis,her bf,joshua n 'naughty' daddy..that's what he wrote in the card....well mum is in bali now...missin her a lot..dad is in kl for some business n sis is in kl too for some stuffs ler....tonight's left with me n joshua...this bday is really different from the rest..even a month ago i could feel it alr....how different..well i dunno how to describe it...probably it's just different from the rest....u know every year i wish my bday will never end..hehe...thank God it's only 17th today...but then i guess pressies are almost all...=x.....probably wishes will come tomorrow...oh yeah not forgetting my lovely friends..ru n sara...asking me out for dinner...thanks gurls!saturday k....hehe...guess it's best for both of u as finals will be over...n im going for TGI tomorrow night...it's on dad...till then..im hungry....got to go....hv a lovely day ppl
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Ice CReams....
guess that's wat's on my mind coz i've been eating lots of ice-creams these few days..Thursday i had New Zealand Natural,Friday i had Haagen Daaz n Baskin Robbins,Saturday which is yesterday i had Baskin Robbins again...hehehe..n right now im craving for sakae sushi...should i go?hmmm..had a fun time with Joshua yesterday..brought him to buy a new pencil box,then for BR....Darren joined us for BR...n each of them ordered a two scoops waffle thingy...i forgot wat wad dat called....n joshua couldn finish..Darren was kind of coughing so guess who had d biggest portion??hehe..oh no im getting bck my flu...wad else to update huh?cant wait to meet up both my dearies....hehe...u know who u r .......it's not tht it's coz it's my bday dinner...but it's more like we haven't had time catchin up....missin u gurls a lot...=)...alright...now i got to go down n check if joshua left his pencil box in my car....take care ppl!!!God's love enfolds around u all.....
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
A sense of joy..=)
...guess i'm living up to my name..hehe..well..there's a story behind d name Joy tho..just read thru my post yesterday..really encouraging=)...was n am listening to Pastor Prince's cd...title of d cd is Our Lord loves to give....in Him alone a trust,in Him alone i'll commit ethin to...yeha i'm in love..hehe..human's love is limited but the love of the Lord is wider than the ocean...that no words can describe....that's unconditional love...n in life when we find it so hard to love some people,that's when God puts His love in us n suddenly we just find that it's not that hard after all..thanks be to God for His love..when u really feel just a glimpse of His love...you'll melt...i mean seriously melt..His love can melt hardened hearts,heal broken rships,n anything u can ever mention....for He is GOD....my day is okie...fine..went to dad's factory at 8.15am..settled some stuffs there n i did study a bit...left for pg...on d way i dropped by sri rambai market to get some stuffs..then went to coll .....had lunch with Nepthleen,Komathi n Irnani..went for a movie with Nepthleen n Komathi...it's yucky..then came home n clean my room...gonna study now...hv a lovely night ppl...n to those who r having exams soon...esp sara n ru...God bless u both with lots of wisdom n all that you need..keeping u both in prayers always...take care gurls!luv u both..hehe
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
It made me smile....=)
woke up at 7.25am..haha n tennis is at 7.30am....this is d first time ru is earlier than me!!good work gurl....but then still i woke u up right ....hmm...but then thanks for coming coz of me...thank u so so much!!i enjoyed tennis...might jus ask sir to play with me tomorrow...that's if he's free...=)..came home n bathe...i dunno why i don't feel that's it's such a rush today.....went for my 11am class..i'm punctual...hehe...i always like this lecture n d lecturer too...TAX...went to d bank at 1...goodness d queue was so freakin long..hoping that i could get thru...but.......there's like 20 ppl in front of me...when i left there's still 14 ppl in front of me....that's around 45minutes...i wonder why these ppl go for lunch at such a time...hmmm...walked bck to coll...had an extra class till 3....tax again...after class i wanted to ask d lecturer something actually...but then b4 i could she asked me am i a Christian..hehe=)..i said YES!!!!! then she was talking to me for like 40 minutes....that was a nice sharing session....got lots of encouragement from her.. she told me bout her days in UK,how she accepted the Lord n that the Lord is the only One who can fill the void in every single human...tho we may hv things,people or wateva in our lives....there'll be a time when u just come to a point where u feel so empty...my previous posts...i talked bout happiness...well true happiness is in the Lord....i did experience it b4....it was really a joy that u can never describe....flows out of you n it'll bless d rest around you...for God's blessings always overflows...then we talked bout life...bout college...talking bout it i can still feel dat sense of encouragement...well...thanks to GOD...He always brings ppl to our lives....i know He knows all that's in me...n indeed He does...only He knows wat's within me..it may not b somethin special to anyone who hears me talking bout this but to me....this incident shows me how much God loves me...that He still cares so much...that He knows how much i long for Him...how much i long to rest in Him n to dwell in His presence,wanting Him to be in every single part of my life,in my studies,my family,my relationships,my friendships...ethin...every part of my life...Lord...u heard that huh?hehe...I love you so much...i cant wait for something great to happen...this verse keeps on coming to me...He gives power to the weak,And those who have no might He increases strength,Even the youths shall faint n be weary,And young men shall utterly fall,But those who wait n hope on the Lord shall renew their strength; They shall mount up like eagles,They shall run n not be weary,They shall walk n not faint....Isaih 40:29-31......uhh...such an encouraging verse...when God gives u surprises or even when u feel/see a glimpse of His glory, or feel a glimpse of His love or even joy or peace...u can jus keep smiling every second..even in ur sleep...hehe...n u feel like u wanna tell d whole world how u feel but sometimes no words can describe how u feel....that's how special i feel now....i know this sounds kiddy...but i wish i'm in His loving arms now...so comforting..hehe....i'm getting really mushy here..with God=x.....d book i read last weekend encouraged me a lot too...it's all about the book of Ecclesiastes......yeah n after my chat wif d lecturer,i walked out of the college smiling...even till right now....i wanna feel His presence more each day.....alright...i'm gonna go read my bible now....actually i'm waiting for sara to finish class...hoping that she's free.....she's busier than d prime minister....LoL.....k ppl...hv a lovely n blessed day ahead.....hugssss to everyone...esp my loved ones.......
Monday, April 9, 2007
Weekend....
....had a lot of time catching up with Iong Ling,Shea Speare,Soo Heng,Roy n Radiance.. went out for coffee on fri night,then to d beach on saturday..bought lots of dvds too..=)...guess i need those as exams r coming soon...=)..so tempted to watch something tonight but i'm just too sleepy..i think i'm gonna sleep earlier as i'm having tennis tomorrow morn..oh yeah...i got a speaker from d pc fair...n a webcam...but then i kind of gave d webcam to joshua as he kind of loves it so much...had a good time chattin wif sis,her bf n dad on sunday night after dinner.. i really dunno wad else to type..prob coz i'm thinkin bout my books..alright ppl..im goin off...gonna study then go to bed...ru:u better wake up tomorrow...i'm craving for tennis..LoL..wat a way to put it...also out breakfast...don't leave me alone playing with sir...yeah....im startin to crave for food again...that's probably coz i hv someone to feast with me soon!!!...i miss you gurls....ru n sara!...sara:i haven't seen u for .......cant remember...n i need to think...so that's LONG k???? i think d last was when ru's car broke down n then we fetch u for ice cream at swensens....that's long!!!!alright c u all around....hv a blessed night!O Lord...protect n bless all my loved ones....cover them with Thy love.....hugsss...i love you!
Friday, April 6, 2007
I'm Awake.....
well..it's 1am...actually went to bed around 1o+ jus now after reading like a quarter of one book..i had a good day..should i call it good?hmm..guess so..woke up n was thinking if i should go for class....i went n found out tht there's a test..not bad...hehe..went to baptist bookstore n i got a book for myself...saw a few but i know i got to finish wat i have,bought a card for freeda n a book for pei theen as her bday gift..went to queensbay later...walked around for a while b4 i met Ru for lunch..saw things tht i wan...bday wish huh?well but then i dont think i wan it too...=)...bought a pair of sport shoes...hey Ru thanks for d company...i know i took quite a long time..but then im sure u enjoy my company too...hehehehe...drove bck for badminton...had a fun time..but kinda exhausting..then tennis..fun but prob i made myself too tired during badminton alr..then went for dinner at ananda bahwan...we shouldn eat tht much after our games next time..hehe..came home,bathe..i was too tired to blog....decided to read a book...suppose i'm goin to cont reading now..i hv quite a lot to do this weekend..got to.......
1)go to Gurney to cllect some docs from mum's friend and then pass it to mum...
2)go to dad's factory n get d CPU n send it to pg after 5.30pm..i think i'll bring Joshua for a movie..
3)planning to go to pc fair to get my speakers.....hopefully...
4)get d CPU bck to d factory at least by Sunday n get ethin done for d clerk by she starts work on Monday.. n d list goes on.....
im tired.....
1)go to Gurney to cllect some docs from mum's friend and then pass it to mum...
2)go to dad's factory n get d CPU n send it to pg after 5.30pm..i think i'll bring Joshua for a movie..
3)planning to go to pc fair to get my speakers.....hopefully...
4)get d CPU bck to d factory at least by Sunday n get ethin done for d clerk by she starts work on Monday.. n d list goes on.....
im tired.....
Thursday, April 5, 2007
Going into dreamland.....
I'm going to bed!not too bad a day after loads of tears jus now..hehe...manage to study quite a lot...but then still can be better...but i'll call it a day....sweet dreams ppl....
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
What's happiness??
i really wonder...honestly what is it that really makes me happy??prob tht would b my bday wish this year...i know i'm just letting my feelings,emotions or wateva flow...what do u expect me to do then??keep it to myself...i can't....i'm not that strong...don dwell...im trying to...but do u know how freakin hard is it?i wish tears could just say it all..but yet no...there's no point to even tear...eating??doesn't help...guess only sleeping does coz i wont think..there's really no one i could really allow myself to fall bck on...wish dad n mum could b d ones...but no...have i been trying to potray too much of a strong girl to them?will they accept my points of being weak?i only enjoy dat home in bm...but not anything besides that house which gives me a home feeling...many times when i'm at home it'll just be me....everyone is too busy with their lives..how am i suppose to move on from here...now with the fact of wat happened between me n freeda i dont feel like goin bck even more...well i would say only person i look forward to see is joshua..really wonder how people who has been in my position b4 moved on from where they r..wished one would jus come teach me d way...goin to college freaks me out at times...probably where i wanna b is just my bed...that's d only thing i can fall back on...=)..i'm weak now...extremely weak...
Here is love,vast as the ocean...
that's d song that i'm listening to now..reminds me a lot of 2 years back...i think it's may 2005....anyway i locked myself out of my room with my house n room key in my room..n it's d second time coz i did that yesterday n i manage to open but not for today...so i was in the dining area till 2.30pm when sis came n open d grill door for me then i called the lock smith..it's was sickening coz i really wanted to go for my lectures..but thanks to a few people who kept me occupied with msgs..things is not easy n i wish i dont have emotions..haha..okie i'm crapping..well i manage to study but yet i'm not satisfied..guess sometimes i expect too much n i stress myself out of ethin even b4 i could do anything..that's bad...feeling empty..never really like to listen to songs i've heard b4..hehe i just clicked onto another song tho it's sung by d same person...Pastor Prince.hehe..talking bout him i miss Singapore..i'm definitely going there soon!probably i should jus ask that for my bday gift..=)..it's sickening when things turns out shitty between best friends..even if it's just close friends..once u we're the bestest frens but in just a glimpse you've became strangers...Lord why does all these has to happen?yeah i wish n it's a wish that life could really be just beautiful with every beautiful thing in it...why can't things be simple...i'm searching..wish someone could jus talk to me now n talk sense into me or wateva...there r just so many questions in me..i know not all can be answered but at least one or two...it's gonna do me much good...i'm sick of all my emotions...all d previous posts bout how i feel...yeah i do jump from one thing to another...frens first...when i felt i've troubled one too much i tend to look for another..n when i felt i've troubled all of them i came to my blog..right now i feel i've typed too much in my blog...n im looking for somewhere else..=)...feeling vulnerable i guess coz i was never like this..i used to be a strong gurl..a gurl who knows what she wants n where she's going...n she knows she'll get there...many said i've changed..good n bad ways...i dunno who i am....but only His beloved child that's all d assurance i have right now..but yet i've failed him so many times...my lovely frens around me...i know u all hv heard enough of all these...im tired what more to say u all...im sorry for all these...i just got to pull myself up...i dunno how but i will n i am going to....it's freakin hard...hate it when i feel vulnerable...someone even said i've died...have i really changed that much??
Monday, April 2, 2007
The Miles....
makes me stronger...hehe..i cant think of a title to put...right now im having mixed feelings..happy,worried...missin someone..that's definite..LoL...okie...i had a lovely weekend..a great start to d month of April...but d thing is i can't wait for May to come for some reasons...but yet when May comes june will come n my exam is then..but yet after my exam there's surely something to look forward to...People,i had a weekend eating n eating...but i did enjoyed myself to d fullest...lazy to blog d.....got to mop my room now....c yah...take care ppl!
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Hey beloveds!!!!
yeah..my beloveds...how r u gurls n guys doing?hmm...guess my previous posts r not too nice ya...but den that was how i feel n i'm not deleting it tho...=)..but i'm sure i'll see a rainbow from God after any drizzle in life..okie im happier today probably coz it's Thursday...u see Thursday is nearer to Friday yeah??RUVERNY!!!thanks for d wake up msg...this gurl messaged me early in d morning/....lovely msg but if i'm not having an early class then.....hmmm...anyway thanks a lot!went for class....played badminton with Nepthleen jus now n then she came up to my place n we hang out for a while...chit chatted n drank vitagen..hehe..then now i'm blogging...goin to wash some dishes n bathe then off for bible study...God bless you even as u do ur test tonight ,darl...He bless u with much wisdom n brings every formula n notes n facts tht u need into remembrance when u need it...O Lord be with him...n i know You will..hugsss....till then people....ru...r u feelings better>??
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
I'm tired...
i wish it's friday...i wish time could fly...but yet i'm always praying for you..that God will grant you lots of remembrance n wisdom even as u take ur exam tomorrow..His wisdom fills you...n His peace surrounds you..i wish i could be in d dark..when everything jus pause for d moment...i wish i don hv to receive those kind of messages...i wish n i wish..i dunno why did things end up this way..i've been sleeping a lot lately...good rest but yet what does it say??ru...i suppose u can guess it...n i'm planning to sleep again then only wake up later n study...is it possible for ur best friend to die when she's still alive?that memories of u n her will always remain but yet she's alive n dead...i don understand...life is full of risks...every decision u make u dont know where it'll go n right now in my life it's all in my hands...yet sometimes some ppl stops me from what i want....but yet it's freaky goin thru it all alone...i feel alone...silent cries...stress from everywhere...i'm goin to bed.......
I Miss....
you gurls.....Sara n Ru....d wonderful times we had...guess thinking bout u both can at least make me smile...=)..funny isn't it..probablt it's bcoz somehow i know u gurls will understand if i happen to pour ethin out..weird post i know...but i mean it!hv a lovely night beloveds!
I wished ethin was ........
just facts...haha..wat am i talking about...sometimes u wish u could say more but yet d situation doesn't allow...or probably u're just too afraid to add on more stress/hurts.....others wouldn't know how paralysed u feel....they think u're fine..well...i guess i'll just put it as a give n take thingy in life...sometimes u do wish life is just bout books..i wish i could just start all over...i'm just too weak to carry myself thru...yet at times like this He always reminds me that He'll carry me thru..oh what could i say ......d only word is vanity...it's only in Him you'll find satisfaction....u can go searching high n low in life...do the greatest thing,have ethin in d world..but like what King Solomon says it's vanity...am i crappin too much..it's just so hard to tell what's within me now....getting harder n harder....freaking me out at times..i'm sad..yes i am....that at times i don't know how to cry anymore...i know i cant be this way for long..then i'll pull myself up again.......i may lie,i may hurt those around me,i may act ridiculous,i may take whoever for granted...but yet why not try understanding me...why is it slaps from left,right n centre?why all d fake words...why d selfish desires,why is it that i can't even hv trust from those closest to me...what's d point then?yea what's d point...i see no point but yet that small little faith in me in 'me n them' keeps me goin...tho i may stumble n fall yet i'm sure that faith will still be there...i wish you could just take a lil more time to find out what's within me....try understanding things from my perspective...am i asking too much...yea..probably you have ur sets of wants too....what else can i ask...NOTHING!!!!!............
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Sometimes.....
i wonder if i do really trust him...i know i should,i have to and deep down inside i really want...but yet sometimes i wonder if it's my doubts,insecurities or is it a fact.....he's d one who can make me so troubled yet someone who can make me freakin happy....dad...i'm lost...how come sometimes i don't understand you at all...at times i wish he could just read my blog...it's easier to type than speak what's within me...feelings where i just dunno how to tell.....anyway i wished friday comes faster.......goin for dental now......brb.....
Hope that this message bless anyone who's reading my blog...=)..
Specially dedicated to my loved ones,
Daddy,Mummy,Sis,Bro,Belovedssss-Darren,Freeda,Sara,Ruverny...lovely friends etc....keep soarin!!!!=)God bless you all in all ways.....hugsss
God Sees Glorious Things In You!
1 Samuel 16:77… For the Lord does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.
Picture David when he was a shepherd boy. Many who knew young David in his pre-Goliath days would very likely have seen just an ordinary youth — one who lived at home with his parents and siblings, enjoyed the outdoors and loved music. But where others saw a typical teenager, God saw a king in young David. He saw David’s name being uttered in honour forever, for even the Lord Jesus is called the Son of David!
Picture Moses after he had settled down comfortably in the desert with a beautiful wife, lovely children and loving in-laws. He might have seen himself happily retiring in the near future. But God had bigger plans for Moses. God had big dreams for him. God saw the Red Sea opening before him and an entire Egyptian army being wiped out in his presence. God saw in him the deliverer of His people.
Now, step back a little less far in time with me. See a little boy standing alone during play time. Nobody wants him on their team because he is scrawny and seen as a weakling. As he grows into his teens, he suffers from an inferiority complex. He stammers and stutters so much that all his friends laugh at him. But today, he is the senior pastor of New Creation Church. Several times each week, he stands in front of a crowd of more than 13,000 people to preach. And he receives invitations worldwide to speak in churches and pastors’ conferences. There was no way I could have ever conceived in my mind what God saw in me in those early years and the dreams that He had for me.
Beloved, God does not see as man sees. God saw in fearful Gideon a mighty man of valour and called him so even when he was hiding from his enemies in fear. (Judges 6:12) God saw in young David a king and anointed him as one. (1 Samuel 16:10–13) God saw in meek Moses a deliverer and drew him from obscurity. (Exodus 3) Today, God looks beyond what man sees and says about you, and He has dreams for you that are bigger than you can imagine!
Daddy,Mummy,Sis,Bro,Belovedssss-Darren,Freeda,Sara,Ruverny...lovely friends etc....keep soarin!!!!=)God bless you all in all ways.....hugsss
God Sees Glorious Things In You!
1 Samuel 16:77… For the Lord does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.
Picture David when he was a shepherd boy. Many who knew young David in his pre-Goliath days would very likely have seen just an ordinary youth — one who lived at home with his parents and siblings, enjoyed the outdoors and loved music. But where others saw a typical teenager, God saw a king in young David. He saw David’s name being uttered in honour forever, for even the Lord Jesus is called the Son of David!
Picture Moses after he had settled down comfortably in the desert with a beautiful wife, lovely children and loving in-laws. He might have seen himself happily retiring in the near future. But God had bigger plans for Moses. God had big dreams for him. God saw the Red Sea opening before him and an entire Egyptian army being wiped out in his presence. God saw in him the deliverer of His people.
Now, step back a little less far in time with me. See a little boy standing alone during play time. Nobody wants him on their team because he is scrawny and seen as a weakling. As he grows into his teens, he suffers from an inferiority complex. He stammers and stutters so much that all his friends laugh at him. But today, he is the senior pastor of New Creation Church. Several times each week, he stands in front of a crowd of more than 13,000 people to preach. And he receives invitations worldwide to speak in churches and pastors’ conferences. There was no way I could have ever conceived in my mind what God saw in me in those early years and the dreams that He had for me.
Beloved, God does not see as man sees. God saw in fearful Gideon a mighty man of valour and called him so even when he was hiding from his enemies in fear. (Judges 6:12) God saw in young David a king and anointed him as one. (1 Samuel 16:10–13) God saw in meek Moses a deliverer and drew him from obscurity. (Exodus 3) Today, God looks beyond what man sees and says about you, and He has dreams for you that are bigger than you can imagine!
Monday, March 26, 2007
Here i am....once again...hehe..
i know this sounds weird...but i jus type wateva that comes into my mind..hmm..guess what i washed d toilet!LoL..wat a way to start a post..=p...also cleaned my room..jus a lil mess on my table but no probs ler coz i need those stuffs when i study...'cookies' i mean...=p...i'm putting on weight but am goin down....what am i crappin here?feeling sleepy coz i cried..yeah i did....yesterday n today...am tired of that ..but anyway there's improvement coz i don go bla blaing for hours...at least nowadays it's less than half an hour...okie pardon me ppl i know im crapping...=p...am listening to some lovely songs now..goin to do my work now....anyway to these ppl below....i wanna say THANK YOU!
Freeda : no words could be used to thank you for all that you've done in my life...really dunno what to say..sometimes i wish someone could write out my thoughts n feelings for me...n i guess only God can...but just wanna tell u that ur a jewel to my life...=)..
Ruverny : there u go lady!!!!hahaha ...miss those crazy times..but i guess we're gonna hv ball time tomorrow...uhh..dunno y when it comes to ur turn im feeling sleepy...well gurl..thanks a lotttttttt for always being there...listening to my craps...trying to knock senses into me tho sometimes it's so hard...n a million thanks for being a friend whom i can trust..who'll never judge me...=)...
Sara : i know this sounds weird...er..or u can say it's cute..haha.....where hv u been??i miss u!!!
Darren : i know ur pretty occupied with ur tests,lab reports,assignments etc...but jus wanna thank you that despite ur busy schdule u still hv time for me...=)...kerang bakar on me this time..hehe...hugssss..
hmm....n lil joshua...i don think he reads this tho...he's such a joy to my heart =)...praying always that God will take care of all these lovely ppl above,my family,their families, and that His love will melt away any stress or anything that we're facing right now...hv a lovely day...
Freeda : no words could be used to thank you for all that you've done in my life...really dunno what to say..sometimes i wish someone could write out my thoughts n feelings for me...n i guess only God can...but just wanna tell u that ur a jewel to my life...=)..
Ruverny : there u go lady!!!!hahaha ...miss those crazy times..but i guess we're gonna hv ball time tomorrow...uhh..dunno y when it comes to ur turn im feeling sleepy...well gurl..thanks a lotttttttt for always being there...listening to my craps...trying to knock senses into me tho sometimes it's so hard...n a million thanks for being a friend whom i can trust..who'll never judge me...=)...
Sara : i know this sounds weird...er..or u can say it's cute..haha.....where hv u been??i miss u!!!
Darren : i know ur pretty occupied with ur tests,lab reports,assignments etc...but jus wanna thank you that despite ur busy schdule u still hv time for me...=)...kerang bakar on me this time..hehe...hugssss..
hmm....n lil joshua...i don think he reads this tho...he's such a joy to my heart =)...praying always that God will take care of all these lovely ppl above,my family,their families, and that His love will melt away any stress or anything that we're facing right now...hv a lovely day...
Friday, March 23, 2007
Somewhere ....somehow...
you'll just happen to cross path with people of all kinds....n then they'll start to leave footprints in ur heart...i always like this phrase since young..it's rather meaningful i would say..n right now i'm in a middle of chapter 14 of standard costing n variances..taking a break..will cont more if i can take it...else im gonna sleep n cont tomorrow..but now i'm just having this feeling...a feeling where i miss d times we had............................................................................................................
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Tennis Postponed
postponed to tomorrow 8am.wonder if ru can make it...but anyway THANK GOD for ethin...somehow when i woke up in d morn i felt rather troubled...probably i was figuring out how am i suppose to finish so many things today n i cant be delayin my books anymore...hv been taking a few days of rest n i got to continue studying=)...so i was jus telling God that i entrust all my plans to Him n all my worries,anxietys,joy,etc.....n also prayed for loved ones..hehe..n also ask Him to lead me n guide me as i go thru this day...guess what?i came bck from lecture...then was actually tired..so i blogged n plan my timetable for d next 2 n a half weeks.by d time i finish it was alr 3.20,bathe n ly on my bed...not realising it's time for badminton...met Nepthleen n Komathi...had a fun game..sweat a lot n when i'm goin off to my car with them..wanted to drive to tennis,it's so so windy...then i got a call from Mr Thor...tennis cancelled postponed to tomorrow...=)good also i can hv a fun game then come home n head off to my lecture at 11am.so right now i can blog again...errr jus a short one....n i'm studyin while restin...then i'm gonna bathe...if im tired i'll take a short nap n head off to fetch Aunty Sharon for bible study...u all may not undstand why i'm like so amazed but in conclusion when u surrender ur plans to the Lord nothing bad will happen...coz His plans for us are bigger n better than the best n biggest dreams we can ever think of...that's how much He loves us...anyway i'll end here....got to go wash my hair...time management huh?hehe..God bless u all with lots of love,joy n peace from Him....hv a lovely evening...n all d best for d one who's having test tomorrow!Blessings of the Lord crown you n His wisdom be upon you...His peace calms you down if ur nervous,n may He bring remembrance of all the materials you've studied whenever u need it...you're surely gonna do great! keeping you in prayers always...hv a lovely evening n night studying =)...bye ppl!
....Food.....
Food...i guess tht's d only word on my mind now..well there r a few others...went for class at 8.30-1pm...bought 2 slices of choc brownies from jenni's bakery...oh no!!!!!how much calories...gosh...n when i came bck i actually bought a packet of tomyam fried rice...n guess wat ppl i'm like almost done with it...what happened to me...why am i eating so much..besides that Ms Wong was like telling us bout ACCA!that's what my goal should be..yeah...not only that she was actually explaning what we're gonna do after completing certified accounting technician...she was like saying we are advisable to take maximum 4 papers coz it'll be really taxing...n next time in ACCA we're advisable to take 2 papers/sem...i really got to plan it well..but this sem itself i'm having 4 paper based exam n 1 comp based.startin now is not late but i really got burn whichever kind of oil in order to pass all of them or else i'm gonna get stuck..i would say she's really a good lecturer tho it's rather stressful being in her class...anyway it's for my own good...so thanks to her=p...planning to take a nap now then study a bit...got badminton at 4.15-5.15pm with Nepthleen n Komathi.then tennis at 6pm-7pm with Ruverny my buddy..hehe ...8.30 to 10pm bible study..wow really pack..n after bible study im gonna come bck n study chapter 14 of costing.before badminton i'll go thru finance..what was taught today....okie now got to go bathe n spend some time with God...have a lovely day people...Jesus loves u all n i love u all too.......keep soaring high above...u'll never know how high u can go....aim for d highest yeah!!!!!God bless u all...
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Because He lives.....
i can see tomorrow,because He lives all my fears are gone..sorry ppl that i'm off like so many days..hehe...well went bck bm on friday n went for badminton with joshua,eugenie,pei theen,freeda n chuann yien..went for lok lok after tht=)...met up with jon,thirhu n omar..had a ramli burger..delicious..n since then i've been craving for it..erm..i shall not be so naggy...okie bout today i went to d education fair in traders hotel with iong ling...kind of sure bout what i'm gonna do but yet still waiting for d assurance ..erm dunno how to put it...d sense of peace from God i would say...tho goin to kl may b hard for some but yet i'll always keep in touch...hmm...shall not get into that...well cant wait for tennis tomorrow...n i'm amazed at myself coz i was freakin tired yesterday but i managed to study till 3am..haha...wonderin if i should study or take a nap...i feel awake right now..so i suppose i'm gonna study.....as i take every step in life,He will guide me n lead me..to You O Lord i surrender n entrust ethin to Thy loving hands,that You'll teach me Your ways n in ethin that i do may i glorify Your name=)...also do enlighten me bout what i should/shouldn't do...okie..i shall not be so complicated...hehe...anyway i dunno why but i'm happy!hehe...guess it's just d joy from within...n it's from Him..=)..there's more meaning in life when u plans ur ways n yet surrender it to the Lord...then when He convicts ur heart n u just feel d special,unspeakable joy n peace from within...tho u might not know what is it that u hv to do...but yet u know it's coming one by one...all d good things in life...indeed there's really a season for everything in this beautiful journey on earth....just like what King Solomon wrote in Ecclesiastes 3.....
To everything there's a season,
A time for every purpose under heaven:
A time to be born,
And a time to die,
A time to plant,
And a time to pluck what is planted,
A time to kill,
A time to heal,
A time to break down,
And a time to build up,
A time to weep,
And a time to laugh,
A time to mourn,
And a time to dance,
A time to cast away stones,
A time to embrace,
A time to refrain from embracing,
A time to gain,
And a time to lose,
A time to keep,
And a time to throw away,
A time to tear,
And a time to sew,
A time to keep silence,
And a time to speak,
A time to love,
And a time to hate,
A time of war,
And a time of peace....
Sometimes in life,you'll never know how much encouragement you can get till you really get them..somehow or rather this poster right in front of me means so so much to me...d words on it always encourages me n reminds me of His love for me...which will just put a smile on my face..knowing that His love will melt away ethin which is too hard for me..and His love will just bring clarity of mind,strength when i'm weary,peace when i'm troubled,faith n courage when i'm in place of fear...i know i've mentioned this b4 in my blog but i'm never bored of His love...for His love is the greatest above all...
-In Your love i shall rest,In You i shall place my trust-
To everything there's a season,
A time for every purpose under heaven:
A time to be born,
And a time to die,
A time to plant,
And a time to pluck what is planted,
A time to kill,
A time to heal,
A time to break down,
And a time to build up,
A time to weep,
And a time to laugh,
A time to mourn,
And a time to dance,
A time to cast away stones,
A time to embrace,
A time to refrain from embracing,
A time to gain,
And a time to lose,
A time to keep,
And a time to throw away,
A time to tear,
And a time to sew,
A time to keep silence,
And a time to speak,
A time to love,
And a time to hate,
A time of war,
And a time of peace....
Sometimes in life,you'll never know how much encouragement you can get till you really get them..somehow or rather this poster right in front of me means so so much to me...d words on it always encourages me n reminds me of His love for me...which will just put a smile on my face..knowing that His love will melt away ethin which is too hard for me..and His love will just bring clarity of mind,strength when i'm weary,peace when i'm troubled,faith n courage when i'm in place of fear...i know i've mentioned this b4 in my blog but i'm never bored of His love...for His love is the greatest above all...
-In Your love i shall rest,In You i shall place my trust-
Thursday, March 15, 2007
HIS LOVE endures forever...strengthening me as i walk thru this beautiful journey of life...
He Is The God Of Your Valleys Too | ||
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In 1 Kings 20, we find the Syrians being defeated by the Israelites. Then, some of the Syrian king’s advisers gave the king what the thought was the reason for their defeat. They said that they had fought on the hills and lost because Israel’s God is the God of the hills. So if they were to fight the Israelites on the plains or in the valleys, they would win.What stupid advice! They thought that the God of Israel only helped His people up in the hills and mountains, and not down in the valleys. Now, mountains refer to our good times, and valleys, our bad times. Some people have this idea that God is the God of our good times, but He is not there when we are going through bad times. They think that He leaves us helpless in the valleys, especially when the troubles are of our own making. My friend, I want you to know that our God is the God of the mountains, but He is also the God of the valleys! He laid aside His crown of glory, His royal majesty and came down for us, stepping into a human body as a baby. He came down to where we were for the sole purpose of dying on the cross for our sins, so that He could bring us up to what the Father has for us at His right hand. He with robes of righteousness and make us His bride, sharing everything that He has with us. That is the grace of God. He came down to our valley. So whatever you are going through right now, know that God is right there in your valley with you. He is holding you in His arms and carrying you through the valley. Victory is already yours. Just as the Israelites were also victorious in the valley (1 Kings 20:28–29), so will you be because the God of the valleys is right there with you! |
As for me,hmm..i guess it's a few days since i last blogged..things happen to be different n i'm really glad...Praise be to God who loves me so much..hehe...He sent loads of lovely people to my life..to advise me,encourage me n practically do anythin jus to make me feel better...suppose God must hv granted u all lots of wisdom n i'm sure He is crowning u all with loads of wisdom...also most of all to my most beloved Abba Father,nothing will satisfy my thirst except for You..n You alone..there's just a longing in every human for You..n tho i walk thru d valleys i shall fear no evil for You are with me,Your rod and Your staff they comfort me..had a lovely morning yest spending time with God..hehe...to many of u it may sound weird but it's amazing!i'm refreshed..dunno how to put it into words....one thing i realise when it comes to lovely things/events/feelings....anything...it's just so so hard to explain in words...anyway thanks a lot to Freeda,Ruverny n Darren...=)...oh yeah Sara..i miss u..haha...sound weird again huh?but seriously gurl...let me know when ur more free so at least we can catch up...take ur time...i know ur busy...n ur in my prayers...To all the people i mentioned above,not forgetting my lovely family..dad,mum,bros n sis...i pray that God will cover you all with His divine protection,grant you lots of favour among ur frens,colleagues,anyone around u...for His you're highly favoured by Him..n His unconditional love enfolds around u all all d time....thayt we may learn how to love one another more n more as d days pass by.....i enjoyed tennis today!looking forward to d weekend to go hiking n play badminton with my lil joshua n couzs...till then i got to study alr...Blessed night to u all!!!
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