Sometimes.....

i wonder if i do really trust him...i know i should,i have to and deep down inside i really want...but yet sometimes i wonder if it's my doubts,insecurities or is it a fact.....he's d one who can make me so troubled yet someone who can make me freakin happy....dad...i'm lost...how come sometimes i don't understand you at all...at times i wish he could just read my blog...it's easier to type than speak what's within me...feelings where i just dunno how to tell.....anyway i wished friday comes faster.......goin for dental now......brb.....