within me....

.....is just so much that's so hard to be described by words..am i getting emotional??hehe...nahh i won't allow myself to...=)..woke up at almost 11 n i realised it's too late for church so i slept again..=x.. n was awaken by a sms at 11.15 by Darren..packed my stuffs,listen to some songs n left for Queen's street to get nasi kandar for my dad...was actually craving for ice-cream but i'm afraid he'll be waiting for me...reached home n guess wat?he's sleeping...so i had my lunch...ate really a lot..n called ru after that...asked her for hiking..n i dozed off..dad woke me up later.both of us we're really crapping a lot today...having fun...well Dad,i did really enjoy ur company...!!!!...=)..he was so curious to know who i was on d phone with...=p..n then later he asked me for hiking...then i called ru n she said she's in front of my house...so 3 of us went for hiking..=)...b4 that dad was talking to ru while drinkin his tea..n as usual i'll b finding for food...we left for a hike around 4.45pm..came bck around 6..then ru n i went to swensen for coffee....hey gurl thanks a lot for accompanyin me for d hike yah!looking forward to tennis with you on tuesday!we did talked...something i found out bout myself while i was jus trashin things out wif ru..my fears..hehe but anyhow i'm jus really gonna push myself coz my education will be with me for life..humans can never gv me that guarantee..well i know this is one of my fears,fear of loosing ppl....loosing wat i hv..fear of things changing...but with d strength from God i'm able to adapt to it...as i'm His precious one=)..n i really dunno wat to say ler....there's just so much in me but im lazy to type...prob coz i stil hv lots of stuffs to complete..anyway 's rather sad seeing mum so tired..everyone seems to b having so much of thots n sadness in them but wat am i gonna do to help...help myself first i guess....n i really cant get involve...it's way too much for me....i'm exhausted......till then ppl..i've got to go do my stuffs alr.......The Lord grant us a blessed week ahead!live it to d fullest n gv ur best in all that u do!His peace b with you