i am pissed..i am hurt..i'm trying to accept d fact,but yet i still find it so hard..how can d whole family b united again..yeah tan yih ling is goin thru d same old thing..braggin n naggin n crappin..but it's really hard for me to accept it..yes i know many ppl has worst situations than me..i am trying k..i am..i wish i could..i'm not a superwoman n i can never be one..i wish i could just fall on somewhere..n i know that it's only God.. i hurts me pretty much seein those around me having go thru wat i caused....or goin thru hurts jus coz of what i've done...yet i dunno wat i can do to help..i find no way but to shut my mind...shut my feelings n sleep...mummy i wished ur at home more often..daddy i wished u n mum could jus work somethin out or talk things out..i'm tired n sick of all these aren't u both?it hurts me seein u both this way.. i'm broken..i can't hold bck my tears anymore....probably coz 4years bck my world was perfect n it came crashin down..i dunno how to walk anymore...there's jus no unity...im TIRED!i'm SAD...