Back home....

I think i'm getting back to blogging but then still i won't do it daily coz i don't think i hv tht much time and i'll only blog when i want to..esp when i'm in d emo mood...right now i'm not emo anymore..glad in a way that i can get back to my books n start studying for finals again, stress is building up but i'm able to go thru it with God. i'm going to continue going for yogafrom tomorrow onwards, stopped for like half a month..hehe..

Wanted to blog since just now, but mum wants to use d comp, well now that i've typed a paragraph, she wants to use again but then i told her to let me finish it off first, she's okie with it..so here it goes, Darren went back to Malacca this morning, went for bfast with his family n then we sent him to d bus station, bump into Soo Heng there. I drove back to my apartment to bathe then i was supposed to meet my family for lunch at autocity. I felt that penang was so quiet, he was with me for d past few days and i would say i had fun..hehe..i guess penang seems to be quiet also due to Ru leaving to the States. I wept only when she went in a sobbed a little more during dinner but i really thank God that Darren was with me..after she left i was trying not to think bout anything as it was easy coz Darren was around but then after he left reality strikes again..i knew i needed sometime to get over all that emo mood, so at times like tht i love to sleep. Came home after lunch, watch a movie for a while then i took a nap.. Dad woke me up for hiking but i wasn't in the mood, tried to sleep further till mum called n ask me to join her for grocery shopping. at first i said no but i called her bck n said i wanted to join coz i was thinking i had enough of sleep n enough of being in the emo mood..time to get back to wat i need to do..we went to sunway carnival mall, i didn feel perfectly well but i knew time is all that i need...bought dinner for grandpa..well well sometimes i wished i could do more for this dear man, this precious grandpa of mine. i spilled some stuff on the table and it so happened tht my aunt was doing some paper work on the table but thank God i didn get d gravy on any of her stuffs, then i quickly went into the kitchen to get d cloth to wipe it off n i heared aunt raising her voice at grandpa coz of d gravy thingy.grandpa actually took d bowl off n somehow d gravy dripped on the floor, i think aunt should talk to him that way..i felt it right in me..i feel saddened by the whole thing..i wished i could make him happy..he replied aunt with ' u don't have to raise ur voice'... my heart gets really soft when it comes to old ppl especially..n ru i miss you, i'm trying not to think but i know it'll somehow slowly hit me esp when i wanna talk to u...hehe..till then i've got to go study d....will blog again when i'm in the mood..anyway i got crocs slippers from my darl..=) that's my belated bday gift..thanks darl!i love him...hehe...till then , to all who is reading this i pray that the Lord will bless you in every way!