Thoughts of mine....

Woke up this morning and i looked out the window it's bright! The next thing that crossed my mind was Oh no i didn set my alarm clock d night b4...am i late...well thank God it's 7am but i hv to reach college at 7.30am. Manage to get there in time..it was fun but a lil tiring tho...after the whole explorace thingy a bunch of us went to kim gary n guess wat?everyone ordered d same dish..haha..had some chit chats here n there..as usual Cristin always tell us stories that'll make us laugh....it's really entertaining... sent them bck to college n i drove straight home...i was really very tired..reached home saw my dad n told him i need to take a nap..went straight to my room, didn't bother bathing tho i'm a clean freak at times..went straight to bed...till may win called me ,rejected her call n continued sleeping but i couldn't..woke up called her bck......then.........it striked me again that ru is leaving for real....n it's going to be next friday..means i hv like less than a week with her..girl if u must know it's kinda affecting me to be truthful...many may ask why but this girl has been there thru thick n thin...the tears n joy we shared..are beyond words of description...n one by one of these dear ones are leaving...gosh... first was sara, then cheryl, then christy n now it's ru...n yet the closest one to me..i never knew this will affect me that much...but it is seriously affecting me..true friends do really exist n they're really hard to fine...harder than pearls/diamonds...hahahha...well anyway this reminds me of nian ning..we we're friends , quite close when we went to korea, we even stayed in the same room n hang out together..but i never really kept in touch after tht except thru some msgs here n there...sometimes u realise how much u didn't do n time doesn't really allow you to do it anymore..n ppl if ur reading this, ru has been like a friend where she puts friends b4 herself...she puts her loved ones before herself..she will go all way out to do anything for you..like there's this time when i got sick n i was in penang and she drove all the way bought me porridge along the way n drove bck to bm after tht...seriously la where do u find friends like tht...n she's like d closest since high sch...the bfast we had in d sch canteen , d breaks, d meals all around bm, the crazy times we had during tution , d lovely friends she introduced to me, d way she told me wat i did was right, d support, d trust, the love ...okie i know i'm really emo now but...i cant help...just let me type it all out k...i wouldn't want to keep it then see her n start exploding..hahahah...d sleepovers, d crazy times with sara, d stuffs i tell her , d middle in the night calls n sobbings...d way she sounded when she knew that something was going to start between darren n i, the night when i called n told her tht i'm getting into a rship n d excitement we share..haha ...the way she supported n understood n stood by all the time..d secrets we share..i hope i won't break down in the airport...hahaa....being someone soft inside n kinda hard outside i hope i can control ...then i realise she understands me better than anyone does..d amount of things i share with her, sometimes to d extend that i'm so afraid she'll get sick of my same old stories...but yet she says she's okie...n she's always there..anyway gurl i'm really glad for you, glad that you're leaving for US..u have all my best wishes n prayers..do well n make sure very well there...excel like nobody's business k!praying that God will be with you always protecting you from all evil harms n danger,guiding you through every single step n decision you make n showering you with lots of love, joy n peace....i'll always be here if u need someone to talk to..c u soon..hahahaha...