Things i miss at this moment...

I know im supposed to be studying right now but i just thought of dropping a post here...i was just reading through Mei Lin's blog before this...a post about CF Camp 2007...i missed it this year due to exams..i miss those lovely times.. i shall get bck to my books..hehe...will blog after exams la..

I Feel WEIRD ppl....

Yes, indeed i feel weird..guess it's finally hitting me that Ru's not here..haha...i'm sorry girl, i shouldn't feel this way..i hate it when i don't hv the urge to study like last sem...wat's the prob with me i wonder.. pg feels so quiet..only cheryl is here..err n probably my bunch of friends who are studying like crazy..i miss playing sports but do you know at times when u do it all alone u feel like u wished someone could be there..yeah get a coach n burn my pocket huh?? i cant afford that.. i miss my bunch of girl friends, n i guess my retainers aint helping me in any way...ppl hate braces but i'm okie with it..ppl hate the pain but to me it's not too bad still bearable....but retainers sucks..i wish i could get rid of it but would i wan to waste my dear daddy's money all these while n my time just to see my teeth going out of shape again?? had a fun time with cheryl n her mum at least i wasn't alone.. im hating goodbyes now.. i'd seriously rather not send ppl off..i wished books can be friends tho...haha...but they're just sheets of paper compiled together...i know im mixing every single thought of mine..sorry readers..okie now i hv like this law, tax n performance mgmt textbooks, exam kits n past year questions waiting for me...i wanna drown myself studying!!!!!!! i seriously want to....but sometimes law piss me off...simple terms has to be explain in such beautiful words for wat?? awww... i wish me n my bunch of girl friends can just go n feast in rasa sayang which we talked bout it but never did....ppl wat is there in US....okie i know im crappy here...don mind me..i need to get it all out n get bck to my books....i can't be scribbling all these on my books/notes/ answers...haha..well well..i remember something..someone i missed... God..i could start spending time with Him again...sometimes when u get so caught up with ethin tht's happening u tend to miss d most wonderful stuffs....i shall let Him strengthen me once again n for He gives power to the weak, And to those who have no might He increases strength, those who wait upon Him shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run n not be weary, they shall walk n not faint..

- You have granted me life n favour, and Your care has preserved my spirit Job 10:12-

and God is able to make all grace abound to you, that you, always having all sufficiency in all things may have an abundance for every good work 2 Corinthians 9:8

Be blessed in every way ppl...The Lord makes His face shine upon you n be gracious to you, the Lord lift up His countenance to you n gives you peace.....

hugsssssssssssss

Back home....

I think i'm getting back to blogging but then still i won't do it daily coz i don't think i hv tht much time and i'll only blog when i want to..esp when i'm in d emo mood...right now i'm not emo anymore..glad in a way that i can get back to my books n start studying for finals again, stress is building up but i'm able to go thru it with God. i'm going to continue going for yogafrom tomorrow onwards, stopped for like half a month..hehe..

Wanted to blog since just now, but mum wants to use d comp, well now that i've typed a paragraph, she wants to use again but then i told her to let me finish it off first, she's okie with it..so here it goes, Darren went back to Malacca this morning, went for bfast with his family n then we sent him to d bus station, bump into Soo Heng there. I drove back to my apartment to bathe then i was supposed to meet my family for lunch at autocity. I felt that penang was so quiet, he was with me for d past few days and i would say i had fun..hehe..i guess penang seems to be quiet also due to Ru leaving to the States. I wept only when she went in a sobbed a little more during dinner but i really thank God that Darren was with me..after she left i was trying not to think bout anything as it was easy coz Darren was around but then after he left reality strikes again..i knew i needed sometime to get over all that emo mood, so at times like tht i love to sleep. Came home after lunch, watch a movie for a while then i took a nap.. Dad woke me up for hiking but i wasn't in the mood, tried to sleep further till mum called n ask me to join her for grocery shopping. at first i said no but i called her bck n said i wanted to join coz i was thinking i had enough of sleep n enough of being in the emo mood..time to get back to wat i need to do..we went to sunway carnival mall, i didn feel perfectly well but i knew time is all that i need...bought dinner for grandpa..well well sometimes i wished i could do more for this dear man, this precious grandpa of mine. i spilled some stuff on the table and it so happened tht my aunt was doing some paper work on the table but thank God i didn get d gravy on any of her stuffs, then i quickly went into the kitchen to get d cloth to wipe it off n i heared aunt raising her voice at grandpa coz of d gravy thingy.grandpa actually took d bowl off n somehow d gravy dripped on the floor, i think aunt should talk to him that way..i felt it right in me..i feel saddened by the whole thing..i wished i could make him happy..he replied aunt with ' u don't have to raise ur voice'... my heart gets really soft when it comes to old ppl especially..n ru i miss you, i'm trying not to think but i know it'll somehow slowly hit me esp when i wanna talk to u...hehe..till then i've got to go study d....will blog again when i'm in the mood..anyway i got crocs slippers from my darl..=) that's my belated bday gift..thanks darl!i love him...hehe...till then , to all who is reading this i pray that the Lord will bless you in every way!

Thoughts of mine....

Woke up this morning and i looked out the window it's bright! The next thing that crossed my mind was Oh no i didn set my alarm clock d night b4...am i late...well thank God it's 7am but i hv to reach college at 7.30am. Manage to get there in time..it was fun but a lil tiring tho...after the whole explorace thingy a bunch of us went to kim gary n guess wat?everyone ordered d same dish..haha..had some chit chats here n there..as usual Cristin always tell us stories that'll make us laugh....it's really entertaining... sent them bck to college n i drove straight home...i was really very tired..reached home saw my dad n told him i need to take a nap..went straight to my room, didn't bother bathing tho i'm a clean freak at times..went straight to bed...till may win called me ,rejected her call n continued sleeping but i couldn't..woke up called her bck......then.........it striked me again that ru is leaving for real....n it's going to be next friday..means i hv like less than a week with her..girl if u must know it's kinda affecting me to be truthful...many may ask why but this girl has been there thru thick n thin...the tears n joy we shared..are beyond words of description...n one by one of these dear ones are leaving...gosh... first was sara, then cheryl, then christy n now it's ru...n yet the closest one to me..i never knew this will affect me that much...but it is seriously affecting me..true friends do really exist n they're really hard to fine...harder than pearls/diamonds...hahahha...well anyway this reminds me of nian ning..we we're friends , quite close when we went to korea, we even stayed in the same room n hang out together..but i never really kept in touch after tht except thru some msgs here n there...sometimes u realise how much u didn't do n time doesn't really allow you to do it anymore..n ppl if ur reading this, ru has been like a friend where she puts friends b4 herself...she puts her loved ones before herself..she will go all way out to do anything for you..like there's this time when i got sick n i was in penang and she drove all the way bought me porridge along the way n drove bck to bm after tht...seriously la where do u find friends like tht...n she's like d closest since high sch...the bfast we had in d sch canteen , d breaks, d meals all around bm, the crazy times we had during tution , d lovely friends she introduced to me, d way she told me wat i did was right, d support, d trust, the love ...okie i know i'm really emo now but...i cant help...just let me type it all out k...i wouldn't want to keep it then see her n start exploding..hahahah...d sleepovers, d crazy times with sara, d stuffs i tell her , d middle in the night calls n sobbings...d way she sounded when she knew that something was going to start between darren n i, the night when i called n told her tht i'm getting into a rship n d excitement we share..haha ...the way she supported n understood n stood by all the time..d secrets we share..i hope i won't break down in the airport...hahaa....being someone soft inside n kinda hard outside i hope i can control ...then i realise she understands me better than anyone does..d amount of things i share with her, sometimes to d extend that i'm so afraid she'll get sick of my same old stories...but yet she says she's okie...n she's always there..anyway gurl i'm really glad for you, glad that you're leaving for US..u have all my best wishes n prayers..do well n make sure very well there...excel like nobody's business k!praying that God will be with you always protecting you from all evil harms n danger,guiding you through every single step n decision you make n showering you with lots of love, joy n peace....i'll always be here if u need someone to talk to..c u soon..hahahaha...

=) Read this....n Hv a lovely day filled with His peace!He loves you!

Receive As You Hear The Good News


Romans 1:1616For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God to salvation for everyone who believes…
If you have been to motivational seminars, you would probably have heard the speakers say, “If you follow these five steps, then you will come to a place of financial increase.” They would probably have told you also that if you don’t succeed, it is because you did not follow the steps correctly or diligently.
Thank God that the gospel or good news does not work like that! The minute you hear or read the good news, and you believe and receive it, His Word goes forth to sozo (the Greek word for “save”) you, making you well, prosperous and whole, “for it is the power of God to salvation for everyone who believes”.
What is the good news? It is that God loves us so much that He gave us His Son to take our beating so that we can have His blessings without having to work for them. Right now, as you are reading this devotional, listening to a preacher or hearing a sermon CD, as you hear God’s Word, His power is released into your situation, working things out for you and turning your situation around for your good.
In Acts 14:8–10, we see Paul preaching the good news in Lystra. A man who was crippled from birth was listening to Paul. Paul, seeing that he had faith to be healed, said, “Stand up straight on your feet!” And the man leaped and walked! He heard the good news, believed it and was healed.
At a leadership conference in Oslo, Norway, where I was speaking, a pastor there shared how a well-respected businessman was healed while listening to one of my sermon tapes. This man was deaf in one ear. And when he was listening to the teaching on the tape, his deaf ear popped open without anyone laying hands on him or praying for him! He was just listening to the good news when his ear opened. Now, that is what I call the power of God unto his salvation, sozo-ing him, making his hearing whole!
My friend, these miracles happen not because we follow some kind of formula faithfully, but because we hear the good news preached and believe it!

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What Is On Your Heart?

“… I will put My laws in their mind and write them on their hearts…”" Pastor, I don’t know what I want to do?”What is on your heart? I would love to work among children.”“Then work among children!”But I am waiting on the Lord to show me.” Well, He has given you the desire, so go and work among children!” “But the desire comes from my heart, Pastor Prince.”You see, many of us have been taught that we cannot trust our hearts. We quote verses like “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked…” (Jeremiah 17:9), not knowing that Jeremiah was referring to the man who had not received Jesus as his Lord and Saviour. But once you are saved, you have a brand new heart (Ezekiel 36:26), and you can trust the promptings of your heart because God dwells in you and He leads you from within. And don’t worry because His promptings will never contradict His Word. It will lead you to good success.Often, you find that when you follow your inner promptings, it is actually God who put those desires in your mind and wrote them on your heart. I remember years ago when I approached one of our church leaders and told him, “I really think that you are called to become a full-time pastor.” It turned out to be a confirmation of what he already knew on the inside. You see, God was already leading him from within. And today, he is one of our full-time pastors.If you enjoy something and desire to do it, then go for it! Go with the flow. God Himself says that He will guide us from within. Let’s not doubt Him. And don’t worry about the outcome. Leave the results to God. Your part is just to follow the flow. God’s part is to work in you both the willingness and the performance of it! (Philippians 2:13)"

Hebrews 8:1010“… I will put My laws in their mind and write them on their hearts…”
“Pastor, I don’t know what I want to do?”
“What is on your heart?”
“I would love to work among children.”
“Then work among children!”
“But I am waiting on the Lord to show me.”
“Well, He has given you the desire, so go and work among children!”
“But the desire comes from my heart, Pastor Prince.”
You see, many of us have been taught that we cannot trust our hearts. We quote verses like “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked…” (Jeremiah 17:9), not knowing that Jeremiah was referring to the man who had not received Jesus as his Lord and Saviour. But once you are saved, you have a brand new heart (Ezekiel 36:26), and you can trust the promptings of your heart because God dwells in you and He leads you from within. And don’t worry because His promptings will never contradict His Word. It will lead you to good success.
Often, you find that when you follow your inner promptings, it is actually God who put those desires in your mind and wrote them on your heart. I remember years ago when I approached one of our church leaders and told him, “I really think that you are called to become a full-time pastor.” It turned out to be a confirmation of what he already knew on the inside. You see, God was already leading him from within. And today, he is one of our full-time pastors.
If you enjoy something and desire to do it, then go for it! Go with the flow. God Himself says that He will guide us from within. Let’s not doubt Him. And don’t worry about the outcome. Leave the results to God. Your part is just to follow the flow. God’s part is to work in you both the willingness and the performance of it! (Philippians 2:13)
Jesus said that when you believe in Him, out of your heart will flow rivers of living water. (John 7:38) Follow the flow and you will come alive. You will bring forth fruit, and not wither and die. Whatever you do will prosper.
Jesus said that when you believe in Him, out of your heart will flow rivers of living water. (John 7:38) Follow the flow and you will come alive. You will bring forth fruit, and not wither and die. Whatever you do will prosper!

Jesus loves you all....His love surrounds you always....love...

It's the little things that count....

indeed it's d little things in life that counts...i woke up at only 11.30am this morning...feeling so tired...n i wished i could sleep more..had my bowl of cereals n a grapefruit then checked my mails,read the Bible n went thru my notes...then i headed off for class...after class went to pg road to buy some tea leaves for dad n headed to Rainforest Bakery to get bread for d house,grandma n one for uncle patrick's family as i'm visiting them tomorrow...oh yeah Ru i got you a choc cake from Jenny's..jus a simple one coz i thot of goin over to ur place..but sorry ler i wasn't feeling too well....oh yeah n at d bakery that's what that uncle told me...It's d little things in life that count...n ppl..that bakery is along chulia street...go try d choc cake....extremely delicious....trust me!it seems what he had said lifted me up...u know....it's like a word of encouragement that pops out of no where...reminding to to enjoy thid journey tht we're all walking..n Darren left for malacca today....sob sob...Freeda left for Labuan...why u ppl leaving me huh?hehe ...jus joking...well..was a lil sad tho at first but now i'm fine..=)..life moves on...but then i'll miss you!k lar..im lazy to blog d....n someone wants my attention...haha..u ppl have a lovely night