Love is all around....

coz i'm listening to love songs..haha...but anyway it's true love is all around..thank God..i'm jus so tempted to play badminton...just knew that jon,thirhu n shiygan playin tomorrow morn but i got class...anyway i really thank God for much understandin n remembrance today on my books...hehe..happy that i could concentrate in class...k...i wanna finish another chapter of costin....spread d love around tho it's not valentine's day etc...everyday is filled with love.. i really like this poster i have right in front of me...

From Jesus with love,
My love is patient n understanding in a world of intolerance,
My love is tender and kind when people are callous or indifferent,
My love brings clarity of mind to those who are confused,rest to the weary,
help to the helpless,and renewed strength to those who feel they can't go on,
My love brings peace in life storms,
My love can heal broken bodies.It can even soothe n mend broken hearts,
My love melts away tension(yes Lord..hehe),worry and strain,
My love gives faith and courage in place of fear,hope in place of despair,
My love is light and drives away the darkness,
My love will descend to any depth to save,go to any length to rescue,
MY love knows no stopping place,There is no problem that My love can't overcome,
My love is My special gift to you.It has always been there for you...

makes me think of 2 years plus back n all the way to this day...without His love n the people that He brought into my life to love me,help me,guide me,teach me...i really dunno where will i be...There's just such an invisible strength n i believe it's from Him...His love endures forever..........k i really got to go study.....bye

ru....

ru...where r u...hehe it's only u that i can really show myself naked...btw naked meaning wat i feel etc k....probably there's just no fear there that you'll judge me...but i guess u're sleeping...n it's okie...sweet dreams gurl....i'll buck up...just got to take a deep breathe n then rise up again...every step i take i'm moving forward...hard but i'll make sure i'll make it...Lord guide me yah!Shepherd of my soul,i give You full control,wherever You may lead i will follow,I have made a choice to listen for Your voice,wherever you may lead i will go...i know even if the whole world if tired yet Lord you'll still be there carrying me n leading me even as i walk thru all these...i trust that You're with me...I Love You n i know You love me even more than words can say...i think im just caring too much n too concern bout d ppl around me...take it easy gurl...=)...i guess im DONE now...gonna study...hehe...at least make my night fruitful...

Not done....

guess im not done with d previous blog..sometimes i wonder why am i so freakin weak...really feel like giving up right now...but i know i cant...it's not easy that's wat i'll say but others will say it's not hard either...i hv 2 agree.really wish i could just get all d facts into my brains right now..at least i could distract myself n stop my mind from wanderin ....ppl around me ..i know u all r just sick of seeing me this way...i really don wan...alright probably i'm just not trying hard enough...this is really pushing me hard....n i need to push myself hard...really wish i could play badminton wif someone as in i can just get myself tired n vent out ethin in the game...times like that i wish bro is around..hehe at least he can play wif me..4 years n i really wish i could shut off ethin....gurl gurl...it's just a small issue k...stop making it big..yeah...it's small..why am i so freakin emotional now...am i messing my life up further...which is d right way?i need guidance...i know i sound like a sicko now...wateva u call it....why is all this never ending...

My thoughts,my feelings....

It's like 1.19am right now...i'm still planning to study...guess i'm really setting my mind in the mode of shutting off ethin that's sickening n focusin on my studies..feeling rather troubled n down right now but i'll not let it go further...went out wif ru n later wif ru n sara....hey ru..it was really a fun time catchin up with you..you'll always b this friend whom i'm just not afraid of showin or tellin anythin to..hehe...sara,it was fun having you around n i do miss those times we used to chat...but it's okie...do understand that we're busy with our studies...n i'm always here for you yah...u both r just extremely precious to me...thirhu..im chattin wif u now...asking me weird questions huh?hehe...shall stop my mind from wanderin n i shall just get to my books now....k ...till then....God bless you all wif sweet dreams...